Little-Bitter-Sweet

We admire people and wish we have the life that they live. We look at them thinking "ahh, they are the hero and the heroin. They are the main character." And we all merely a supporting character. We forget that we are not living their life. We are the main character in our story. We have our own story. We have our own life.

I was reading back all my previous post. I realizes how much I love (and actually went crazy) with Korean and Japan stuff back then. I don't even remember being that passionate. Its funny really how times change you. Now, I can't even remember the last time I watch a korean or japanese drama. I think I lost the ability to recognize most of the actor and actress. (I used to know them, like a lot of them). . . . Suddenly, I feel old.

28th Nov 2017 I think I'll make this a trend. My trend. Blogging once a year because I was becoming nostalgic and started to trace all the email and password from my past. I've done this last year on my last post and here I am again. It all started when I was decided to become a stalker. I stalk a friend. Her twitter, found a blog link and I clicked it. Reading all her post like a stalker do. No, I've no problem with her. No,  she is not my enemy. Its just that I want to read her tweet, but its private. So, end up reading her blog. Its remind me of this little cute blog that i made years ago and I decided to visit it, *wipe dust*. I read my all post, all cringey. I cringe reading all of it. Oh my god. Its like I want talk about it but I was so afraid of people finding about it so I talk in code. I mean I wrote in this subtle way and when I read it now, I don't even remember it. At least some of it. I thought blog a like a diary. How is this is my diary if I d

I've long forgotten about this blog. I mean, i remember it existence but i totally forgot the link, the email i used and the password. Then suddenly today, i decided to trace it all back. And its all worth it. Reading all the post, in this blog, and other blog (i've a secret private blog too), and my tumblr, bring back a lot of memories. 3 years and 5 months since my last post. Lot of things happen. Officially a dentist now. And remember,that i'm a big fan of mondler couple in friends? The sweetest relationship ever!! Well, I found my Chandler. :) Married him almost one month ago. To the whole world, he might not be perfect. To me he is the perfect guy. I miss you. Love,  Lisa

Don't fall for me. it's hard to love me.

She said, “no matter how hard and stressful today, i’ll go through it, as best as i could. ‘Cos i believe, at the end of the day there’ll be one person who going to ask me, how was my day and as i pour my heart out, that one person will tell me that everything is going to be okay.”  . . . I know there are so much to do, but I really waiting for u to ask me that one simple question today. I waited, and waited and waited.  Sedih. Maybe it's not that big of deal but it's always the one question I loves to hear. Cos it's like you are saying, "I care".