Bila keadaan mcm ni, I tend to do other things. Orang ckp bagus la sbb tak lah fikir bkn2 sgt. Sebenarnya bkn la bagus sgt, sbb lebih mcm lari dr kenyataan. *sig....hmm ingat nak mengeluh lg tp dahdah la. Byk sgt mengeluh hari ni. Tak baik.*
*kacau*
I'm not the kind of person who actually made resolutions for new year. I mean sure I'll have this desire to be more this and less that, but overall I still am the same as I am on 1 Jan as I am on 31 Dec. So, it is also the same on this 2011/2012. I'll still wake up tomorrow morning *if I do wake up* , bathing and preparing to go to the morning lecture, then I'll listen for half an hour before I start wandering around in my mind or trying to make sure my eyes are still open. I'll still busying myself with lab and practicals, and I definitely will still be worrying about how to finished all the lecture notes. I mean I was in this phase for 1 and half year, and I'll be in this state for months more. It ain't go away or be different. Not until the pro exam. New year = New me Who am I kidding? I will be the same Loving the same boy who doesn't love me back. Doing the same mistake over and over again. And still hoping for a good year. -makemestfu- So? Will my ...
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