Little-Bitter-Sweet

Am I nice or just one hell of a pretender? . . . . and the truth, I never find myself as 'nice'. So maybe, I'm just a two-faced.

The winter had passed And the spring has come We have withered And our hearts are bruised from longing (i’m singing my blues) Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow (i’m singing my blues) The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh Under the same sky, at different places Because you and i are dangerous I am leaving you One letter difference from ‘nim’^ It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love No words can comfort me Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama Now its final curtain is coming down I was born and i met you And i have loved you to death My cold heart that has been dyed blue Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you The winter had passed And the spring has come We have withered And our hearts are bruised from longing (i’m singing my blues) Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow (i’m singing my blues) The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh I feel like my heart has stopped beating...

Rabies = 'anjing gila' Rabies cause by Lyssavirus. In greek; Lysaa = madness =______________________= and Angie gelak kata "betul lah you!'' . . . =_____________________________________________=

after went back from teaching kindergarten kids brushing teeth; nota kaki: admit it, kids are cute but they are 'scaryyyyyyy'!!

There are reasons why things are not the way we want them to be, and sometimes, we have to look forward and move on instead of looking back. It's just part of the one chapter of your life. It's easier to be at the side yg make the decision kn, rather than be at the side yg kena terima the decision? Betul ke? Teeettt.! Penat la.

Hari ni rs pathetic and sgt la loser! (=.=)'' First denture patah for the 2nd time. Masa ni takde ms dh nak ngangaluasluas. Menitik je terus ayerr mataaa.. Then kena tunggu technician berjam2. Pastu pergi sorong basikal ( not-mine )tgh2 panas td dgn bj kurung hntr dkt pusat sukan. Lucky me, Jim offer nak tlg angkut basikal ( mine )pergi baiki. On da way, dah hepy2 borak2, selipar lak nak putus kan *naseb dlm kereta dh* ???? *sigh* . . . tapi kan mmg la rs sgt2 pathetic, tp ms jln dgn farah kaki ayam sebelah, from dpn hostel smpai bilik tu, gelak tak engt la juga! *maluuuuuuu*! hehehe Aiyoooo. :p bak kata farah, pkai dah cntek dgn baju kurung smua, skali pkai selipar tndas apahalll??? hehehhh Nota kaki: Yeay.yeay.basikaldahokey.hehe

Okey sedih la juga, although denture dah approve utk proceed tp technician point all the little mistake I made ms buat denture tu. Sedih bkn sbb kena point out tp sbb those little mistake do matter. Then bila technician try to fit the denture pd model and tak bole fit betul2, waaaaa *hatipecah* . My work of 5months. *tsktsktsk* . I mean tape la kalo skrg sbb buat ats model je. Next time bila pt btul2? Nk bg denture y tak fit in, over-trimmed? Aiyo!!

together alone. - afca+dnz okey, tak faham sudah! :p

bila denture patah 2 depan mata, my reaction; . . . . okeyyy, tapi skejap je la. sbb technician y buat. kalo technician yg buat kena la baiki balik kan.? kan? kan? kalau dr sndri buat meraung la kat situ. ehehhh. :p Then, bila dah baiki, dah tampal dah 'masak' balik, hahaha *excited lebih kt lab td*. Well, few steps to go. Goodluck.! Nota kaki: I think I read to many manga la. Kan dah terpengaruh buat benda "kurang-cerdik". Alisa, pergi gali lubang, masuk, jgn keluar2 dah la. *aiyooooooooooo* =.=''

they say, men are from Mars and women are from Venus. and poor men 'cos even women can't understand women.

What am I saying? I can't even remember the big things, let alone those tiny-little things. *sigh*

I was listening to this one song, and I was like, "sape ni ek? taylor swift ke? hmmm..." Then I click at the playlist and demmmm.... justin biebier ghupenyeee. hehe. :p

A simple love story. A fate? *jatuhchenta.*pengsan** hehe. The scene when she cry and he sing, separated by that thin wall without actually knowing each other. aaaawwwwww. *terharu* Then, the ending, as the door open they look at each other smiling? waaaa *comel* Dah la JunichiOkada kan. *pengsanlagi* Hehehe.. Okey, enough of spazzing! Toodles.~

Sometime the past just keep haunting you. Aaaaaaaaa!!! Menyampah! And ecah know why I post this. Nota kaki: I found my mood back after a really999x long, deep sleep. Hehehhh. Tak senonoh betul!

Well, I can't always be all 'fluffy', 'butterfly' and 'cotton-candy'. :p

I can pretend and laugh out loud even things are not funny. I can pretend to smile happily even if I'm not. I can act indifferent even if I do care. And all this time no one realize even if I wish some will. But when I do try to act, well, everyone know and I fail miserably. . . . (=.=)''

Today; mood swing. Well I guess I've been in a very good mood for the past days. Today is just one of those days when the sky are painted grey. And the title is just another story.

As the clock strikes 10.15am, on Thursday.