Little-Bitter-Sweet

i've read syud's new novel. i always love her writing. the simplicity yet interesting. and how sometime i dreams of having a story like the characters. you know, when things happen when u least expected. and it happen in the most simple way. y bkn mcm fairytale or dramatic novel blablabla. just simple and nice. i mean, face it reality is not that dramatic and fairytale-'ic'. hm..*dreaming. heheeee...(>.<) nota kaki: don't ruin the moments with silly things ~even if u dislike that silly things. (kesian org.)

hye. ok i know i've had my gooodbye yesterday but somehow in this modern world, i manage to find a laptop and a broadband(not mine), and i end up here, blogging. i've becoming sakit hati and annoyed. and i really2 need to let it all out. i know the intention is good but just because i'm using a some polyphonic phone y takde mp3 bagai, it doesnt mean i'm pathetic. my yari rosak. and i've no intention to repair it. i want a new phone but i dont want to buy it now or in few days ni. months later, maybe! so in the mean time i just going to use this poly-phone. its not a big deal. i've used 3310 once. i can live with this. so please stop pitying me as if i realy2 sedeyh sbb guna phone ni. i didnt care. i make phone calls and i sms'ing. i've my mp3, and i dont take much pic. my yari dont have wifi so there is no prob for me unable to use wifi. i don't do video call since i've no one to vid call with. so i'm okay. thank you.! nota kaki: lots to blo

i'm off for a few days.and i'm sharing this beauty, poppy field nota kaki: the sky is always blue-syud

i learn 'menjahit' today. mejahit a.k.a suturing. yeayh! suture not sewing. interesting. nota kaki: i'm NOT a medical student. and now i've one more reason to respect a surgeon.-of course, surgeon y tak treat others as if they r better than others.

listen to: lifehouse-i'm falling even more in love with you currently: transfering songs to my mp3 so many pretty picture of flowers and gardens at my dahsboard~tumblr. and i love it. nota kaki: bile la ble admiring the real flower time spring ye. *wondering sorg2

listen to: because of you- kelly clarkson i'm going to see my mum and sis tomorrow. (yeayh2 i know i post it in my last post but still *excited) ngehngehngeh. i'm going to book fair. and here some list i made for the book y mmg COMFIRM na bli. presenting..: syud syud again( i want to buy this just sbb syud pnye story ada skali. ok, i know statement kejam, but who know, after i read the other author nyer story i will fall for them too. this seems interesting, this also seems interesting, i collect all hlovate's books(except novel kanak2 dy) this is the list y i made after browse web js. all this goin to cost me 1oo something and i'm already broke! okay! let read the statement again, from web js. js=1 publisher. there will be tons of other publisher. i was planning to buy new english novel before i bukak laman web js tu, now i'll spend 100++ for malay novel ja not included any english novel. ok alisa, balek dr kL nnti u mkn roti n megi je hari2!! nota kaki: i love boo

listen to: back to december- taylor swift I miss your tann skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right.. nota kaki: we will be hurt, and we will hurt someone, that life. that happen when we live among others.

listen to: kiss me- m2m currently: counting counting hours for my flight to see mum and sis. haha. jgn jeles kamu2 y dok jauh dr family. (>.<) nota kaki: laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the moment, ignore the pain, love and learn, forgive and forget, you only have one life to live. How i wish, i live life thru all this words. yeayh. i wish.

i told u from my last post that i am mereng today. i'm wearing my turquoise blue tshirt with my red shoes for class today. and its weird. nota kaki: i wear my purple cardigan with my turquois-blue 'crocs' and i love it. haha

listen to: cinta dan benci-geisha currently: mereng. while i'm tumblr'ing, i found this.and i did reblog this. nota kaki: i'll see my mum n sis tomorrow. ngehngehngeh.. (*excited)

these past few days, i've been sleeping and refusing to wake up. this is the symptom when i try to avoid the fact that exam is just around the corner. some friends say, i am actually feel stress that i don't feel it but my body did feel it. and what did my body do? refuse to do anything by force me and my mind to sleep. is it true? oh please.. this ain't any inception. (rolled eyes) nota kaki: alisa, please back to reality!! tons to study..!

listen to: one last breath- creed currently: blogging finished my OA notes. 4 notes to go. nota kaki: we never know how strong we are, until be strong is the only choice we have.

listen to: let it be- brooke white currently: spending time with books and note burning the midnight oil with books and note. hope i didnt fall asleep. sharing with u: ciptaan ALLAH. nota kaki: everytime i make my own notes, i end up stopped working when there is only 1/4 to finish. reasons: because i'm already bored with the topic.

" It’s more important to enjoy your own ride than it is to swing higher than someone else. "

listen to: back to december- taylor swift currently: segar bugar i've beel sleeping today. Realy2 sleeping. i think for the past 24 hours i've b een sleeping 12 and half hours. now i'm segar with mind yg blur (side effect i guess.) my sleeping face cute mcm ni la. (haha. ok, rolled eyes.) nota kaki: study group!

the best things in life are unplanned ~unknown

this is the story of robin hood moden, and sy sgt sukee..(>.<) leverage nota kaki: hari ni sgt mls na study.

a girl need to wear two things to look great, confidence and a smile. my nota kaki, a LADY need to wear two things to look BEAUTIFUL, confidence and a smile.

listen to: goodenough-lifehouse ( ok, suruh gelak tp dgr lagu lembikkk...) currently: not laughing. so, there's no reason not to laugh.? unless u, u and u mencabar kesabaran ku... nota kaki: jangan gelak lebeyh2...syaitan suke org gelak lupe diri ni.. ingt2 la jugak..

There were two ways to be happy: improve your reality, or lower your expectations. -Jodi Picoult

listen to: falling in-lifehouse currently: bored with the books and notes i'm mean? i dont think so? (haHaHa...) nota kaki: sgt seronok ber intenet ms ini. sgt99x lajuuuu..uuuuu

my yari buat pasal. i just used it for less than 2 years. its annoyed me. sgt99x. something wrong with the keypad. tekan2 pn no respon. it annoying if tym tu na jwb call or na off alarm. the phone keep singing and i can't stop it! aigoOOoo... i want this, but my pocket say "kalo rs na mkn batu ngn kayu smpai scholarship br msk, beli la.." ngehngehngeh... ok, ini drama je lebeyh, takan la mak na biar anak kesayangan dy ni mkn batu n kayu kn?? still, if i wanna buy this, the money come from my own poket jugak. this is this, nota kaki: currently used my Z250 y da tak dkeluarkn di psran da. (>.<)

i know how to tie and tie, and i 'm proud of it.

hari ni da sgt999x la lega... my junior pnye trial exam, which me and my partner y organized da settle. this thing keep bugging me for one and half week. + my report + my study groupS(yeayh with the 's') + my study for the coming exam. so now i can minus the trial+study group (one of it). half to go. but still ada gak la na bebel2.. my ketua study grup na buat our session this ptg but i said, i sgt9x la penat. dgn trial tu pn abe sda tgh hari. n i havent have tym to prepare the material, so she said okay. then tonite la.. ok so tonite it is. but the problem is i havent finish my case study pnye material and i'm doOOomed now. its 5 and its hot! super HOT. tgk buku pn mcm rs nmpk ketas kosong..aigOOooooOO... nota kaki: i want air cond!!

During my second year of nursing school our professor gave us a quiz. I breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was a joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Before the class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our grade. "Absolutely," the professor said. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. ~Joann C. Jones

nota kaki: =)

listen to: manhattan from the sky- kate voegele currently: download lg i've been randomly download songs. i love you can't broke a broken heart- kate voegele, so i decided to download some of her songs and it turn out its not bad at all. i love most of it. so here one, I'm going home downhearted and hoping I'm close to some new beginning I know there's a reason for everything that comes and goes But so many people are looking to me To be strong and to fight but I'm just surviving I may be weak but I'm never defeated And I'll keep believing in clouds with that sweet silver lining Most days I try my best to put on a brave face But inside my bones are cold and my heart breaks But all the while something's keeping me safe and alive But so many people are looking to me To be strong and to fight but I'm just surviving ( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kate-voegele-lyrics/sweet-silver-lining-lyrics.html ) I may be weak but I'm never defeated And

"It's you road and yours alone. Others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you."

one of my fav anime. skip beat. sgt999x suke anime in. sgt cumey, besh, kiut and mcm999x lg...(>.<) the storyline is superb. i dont read the anime coz i hate reading anime online. each anime got hundreds of volume and i am the type that once i read (something interesting), i've to finished it no matter what. kalo tak, tak senang duduk leee betaaa.... (same as drama. that y i dont watch ongoin drama. i won't watch any unless it is complete. ), ok back to the main topic. Skip beat. i heard recently that this particular anime akn dibuat in live action drama. real person acting out this anime. Owh... so i should be happy? NOOoooooOoo... Why? Ok... here my 'why'. 1. suju siwon act as REN!!!- the thing is its not that i dont like siwon. i've no problem at all with him. but he not tha suitable person to be ren. watch the anime and u'll noe what i mean. 2. ..... hurmm ok, fine! my only reason for not being happy for this live action is because the actor. they shou

i'm craving for a proper breakfast today. western maybe? (>.<) living here i dont make my own breakfast. i buy it from some cafe. and most of it is nasi. yeayh.. i know.! pagi2 mkn nasi? seyesly? its true. totally true. community kt sini sgt suke nasi pd pagi hari. hoho. so mum, can u post this via any express post? =P or/and this

i woke up late this morning. purposely i guess. i mean i wake up at 7 or less, but refused to open my eyes. effect of the pill? heyy... my allergy pill. me medication( owh yeayh... blame the pill..roll eyes..) back to main point, i woke up late, rushingly take my shower, dress up and all, pack my bag and zoOOoomm, went to my friends room so that i can walk with them to class. But guess what? they were sleeping.. SLEEPING... ! i sneak into their room to put my pendrive(i need something from them) and decide to go to class alone but they woke up and guess again, what they said to me? "pg ni kan kelas batal." what????? ok.. my fault.! totally my fault for coming late to class yesterday and miss the annoucement. yeayh... great lisa.. great.. aigooOooo.... i rush like this(minus the food).>.<

Listen to: rascall flatt- stand Currently: snheezhingg.. (what theee?? ) i got some keropok, some people call jajan or something similar i think. a junior from sabah give it. this keropok, i think its made up from ikan and it come from sabahan area. and i like it. but guess what??? it turn out i ALLERGIC to it. i was eating it and just in few minutes, A FEW... i can't stop sneezing. Oh gosh, i hate this! Its okay if this allergy reaction only come with this sneeze but here the thing, my whole face feel itchy. my face, my throat. AaaAaaaaarrrgghHhHhhhhh..... i sneeze like this and i have itchiness..., but thank god i didnt become like this.. nota kaki: to miss junior, thanks 4 ur keropok. i love it and please don't feel guilty. even, me myself tatau y i have allergy towards this keropok...>.<

Lyrics in English :- (TOP) One woman is becoming disaster Even though a man is still singing I'm tearing up at the thought of break up (Daesung) I can't touch you, I know yeah eh I'm falling, catch me (hello) (GD) I hate this love song...I hate this love song.. I hate this love song... I hate this love song.. x2 (Taeyang) I hate this love song, I'll never sing it again So I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you (Seungri) I hate this love song, I'm going to sing it with a smile In order to cure your loneliness, I'm going to you now ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-hoo (GD) I'm scared, this world is meaningless Take me to where you are, a place with the moon and stars (Daesung) We were so beautiful, you know You taught me what love was, hello (Taeyang) I hate this love song...I hate this love song.. I hate this love song... I hate this love song.. (GD) I hate this love song... I hate this love song.. I hate this love song... I hate this love song.. (Taeyang

ok. here the things. i got exam coming up in less than 2month. tons to study(believe me, when i say tons, i means a LOT!. so what is the problem? the problem is i can'y get myself to start study. i know2. the problem is me. y na p cranky bising2 kt sni ni kenapa? but i want to ranting. and this is the thing that keep bothering me. my 'malas' disease. aigoOOoo... so this is me, ranting all the way, A.L.I.S.A nota kaki: currently in love with this song, i hate this love song (heck? what do u mean? u said u love this song? haha. figure it out!) but most importanly, i sOOooOOo in love with him, hahaaaaa TOP kyaaaa~

"Do not marry the man of your 'dreams'. Marry the father of your children" nota kaki: ok, when and where will i meet the father of my children? =P

i'm bored. goin to watch running man after this. i love my tumblr. but i feel like it kind of depressing nowadays. not on my page. but the dashboard. i've lot to do this week. report. study for exam. preparation for junior trial. movies. new wgm ep. waaa.. so much to do, so little time. haha (ok, u can be annoyed now.) just for laugh, Ji Hyo and Gary are eating the cake she gave him Ji Hyo’s feeding Gary Ohohohoho! Doesn’t this look familiar? THE FOAM KISS FROM SECRET GARDEN! Omo! She’s reaching over! And wipes off with her hands. Now Gary’s annoyed… HaHAHAHaHAaHaa.... Gary, expectation is wayyyyyyyy offff from reality... hahahah they so cute. laugh myself out... nota kaki: i like gary even he not handsome as my TOP or cute as my JAEJOONG(hehehe). Simply because he's gary. >.<

i thought it just a crush. but when u dont look at me as the same, it actually hurts. so, it does ?

listen to: rascal flatts- what hurt the most currently: doubled, tripled, so on annoyedddddddd!! ok. kesabaranku sgt diuji hari ini! saya sgt annoyed dgn borang y kena isi tu. dgn pendrive y cerdik. dgn dokuman y kena download. dgn intenet y slow ini.. (now i soOoooo understand bile my fren ckp internet is killing me softly.!) yes! it killing me softly. thank you! rs muke da jd mcm ni da. (seb bek kiut..haha-ini ketawa tak eklas)

listen to: just might(believe)-sugarland currently: annoyed yes! i'm annoyed. with u mr pendrive. arrgghHHhhhh... make me loss everything. thnks 4 suddently decided that u need formating!! rasa cam na tikam baling je pendrive ni laju2....!!!! mine: orange.