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it's grey's

I used to watch grey's anatomy. ('used' because i stopped watching it since long9x time ago).
I started watching from the 'unknown' ep of 'unknown' season, but never the first episodes.
So, having so much of free time with 3 days of holiday for the weekend, i decided to watch it from the very first episode of season 1.

So, you see since i never watch the 1st ep, i've never know about the 1st meeting of derek and meredith. But now, watching it from the start, i think i am soOOoooooOoo in love. Hehehehe. =P

and i guess now i know why they called Derek Shepherd the 'mcdreamy'.(*ok, now i'm in a dreamland) =p

do u see the eyes...(*owhhh..muka da angau.)


Nota kaki: and this make me go aaaaaaaaa!!!!! hahaha..=p
I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you. I want to build us a house. I want to settle down and grow old with you. I want to die when I’m 110 years old, in your arms. I don’t want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime. Do you see what happens? I say things like that and you fight the urge to run in the opposite direction. It’s okay, I understand. I didn’t, but now I do, I do. You’re just getting started and I’ve been doing this for a long time now. Deep down, you’re still an intern, and you’re not ready.


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