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Curtain and laughter

Smlm nonsense'ing dgn mak, jd ketawa pun mcm tak ingt. =p
I used to wonder before, mana lah I got my laughter ni sbb kalo ketawa smpai skt perut, mesti suara tak keluar, cuma muka je nmpk mcm gelak smbil pgg perut. No sound at all. Then bila tgk mak ketawa, *ding! yup, I got it from mum. =p

Cerita psl laughter, teringt my pic ms kecik2 yg mostly muka menangis. So one day I ask my mum,
Me: Ma, nape sya asyik nangis je dlm gmbr2 ni? *smbil tunjuk my baby pic y muka mcm tgh menangis.
Mum: La....mana ada menangis tu. Tu sya tgh snyum la.

Okay, it turn out that, tiap kali nak amek gmbr and org suruh senyum, I smile like that. A smile which I interpreted as me crying years later. =p

Nota kaki: Hari ni psg curtain, and I got 2 bapak sedare y sgt999x pemalas!!! *sakit hati.

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