Little-Bitter-Sweet

My friends reaction when knowing I've been diagnosed or might have been diagnosed with chicken pox; *garu2 (A=Alisa=Me) E: Hahahahahahaha...!! A: Asal ko gelak???? E: Hahaha.. sbb mcm budak2 ko kena chicken pox..hahaha. (Okay, Ecah kurang asam! =p) A: Farah, aku rasa ak kena chicken pox la. *this is before pergi jumpa doctor. F: Iyeee?? *nada concern and tiba2, Haa..kau jgn rapat dgn ak, ak tak pernah kena lagi laaaa!! (Waaa....Farah kijam.! hehe. =p) *okay I know she's joking okay.! ;) E: Kak Fina, Lisa kena chicken pox. F: Ha??? Habislah muka dia!!! (Owh kak fina, your reaction are so sweeeettttt *rolled eye. =p) D: Confirm ke Lisa? *Dayang tanya after balik dr jumpa doctor. A: *angguk2 D: Owh..Lisa jg diri elok2. Semoga cepat sembuh. A: *terharu. (Okay, Ecah, Farah and Kak Fina, sila belajar dr Yayang ek. Yayang kan lemah lembut, baik hati dan penyayang. =p) hehehe. . . and I don't know above conversation ni nak usik yg the other three ke or cik Dayang sorg je. =p But I...

Yes!Yes!andYes! Finally. =) i'mhappyhappyhappyhappy. *beaming. (>.<)

I got this list of things that I wanna buy. Wanna have. And it is not exactly because I really need it, but more to I want it. So I look into my wallet and the balance of my bank accounts. And guess what, I can just 'smile '. *sigh . =p santekkan? ilikethispics.=)

Okay, I just realize my last 3 post was either I am being cranky, irritated or annoyed. =p. Lisa..lisa... sabausabau la.. =))

Have I told you that I hate statistics.? Yes I have, haven't I? I hate statistics right now more than ever. Seriously, perasaan bila the data yg you analyze tak dpt exact figure yg suppose to dapat, rasa mcm nak kemek2 kan je komputer ni. And irritate sgt dgn data yg tak complete. Tp nak marah pun tak boleh sgt sbb tatau pun data sape yg tak complete. Ntah2 data sendiri. =p . . . *sigh. What a long day. Skill labs in the morning, another lab in the evening and si ep si es late evening? Okay, sgt lapar sekarang. - 12.59am. Nota kaki: Skrg ni every thursday morning, I'll have this hari-berdebar-y-cause-me-tak-leh-tido-mlm. *sigh.

You can called me bossy, cranky, mengada-ngada etcetcetc, but working with people yang irresponsible, ambil mudah semua benda, and complaint2 kononnya kerja dy ssh sgt pdhal bnda tu sng sgt, just searh things dkt komputer sendiri je pun is annoying and menyakitkan hati!

Annoyed; wear the headphone, turn on the volume too max, randomly chosen song and ignore any sound and voices. . . Status: In my own world. !

I do miss my lab work after a really long break. I mean yes! I miss the wax and the plaster and the knife and the bur etcetcetc, walaupun during working on the lab, I'll sometimes complaint and all sbb sgt penat and frustrated with the work y buruk and tak menjadi. I guess you never miss the water till the well runs dry. And today, how excited I am to start doing lab work again. Until, I started working with the wax and my model become sgt buruk. When this happen, all the excitement are gone, and I start to complaint again! Hahaha. =p *sigh. Funny how life always runs in a circle, and sometimes we end up at the same place where we first started.

I like giving gifts to people. You know making them happy and all, but at the same time I hate giving either. Okay! Okay! Hate is a strong word. Hm.. how should I put it in words. Okeeeyyy... I am shy at giving gift to people sebab......... bagi hadiah memalukan la... I mean bila nak bagi tu mcm malu laaaaaa.... and then org buka hadiah tu pulak.. malu laaaaaa... *Yup, I'm shy like that. =p Nota kaki: Poor me dpt kwn yg suka buka gift dpn org y bg tu. =p Happy Birthday Aisyah. =)

From my old post in this lil' blog, you know how sometimes I become delusional and giggling and screaming and tepuk2 bantal or mum whenever I watched this sweet-mushy-comey-awwww scene in movies or drama or mv etcetcetc.? *if not, then okay, here's confession no 1. Yup I'm like that. Well, I acted like that today when I watch protect the boss the jiheon-eunseol-pullingandhungging-scene-ep13, and my roomate shock and ala-ala terpegun said "aiyaaaa... you gila kaaa??" ! hehe. Yes, she's joking, I mean come on, I'll say the same thing if my roomate y-tgh-diam-menciput-tgk-cerita-suddenly-screaming-sambil-tepuk2-meja. and Yes, my new roomate is chinese. *Hey not trying to be racist here. Merely stating the fact. I mean my roomate is cool.! Walaupun she called me weird because I like to repeatedly watched certain fav scene in the drama or movies.=p . . . . silabygkansceneiniwiththesongostprotectthebossbyjyjjaejoong. irony kan how the scene of 1st hero and hero...

Yes! Finally! 18.9.2011. =))

Lily: I've apologized to Marshall and he forgiven me, and we moved passed it. Why can't you? Ted: Because you never apologized to me.! Marshall is not the only one you walk out on. You leave for three months and you don't even call. Come on, Lily. We supposed to be friends!

I know this is wayyyyy to late, but I've been watching himym and friends recently. I watched these two series in tv but you know since we all have the real world that none of us can neglect, of course I've being skipping and jumping some episodes and end up not watching the whole series. But lucky me, I got hold of all the old to latest seasons just few weeks back. . . . Now, random stuffs; :: I love the openings of himym, you know with all the pictures of them 5. It does remind you of friendships. Like it was a good ol' time. =) :: One of my friend didn't really like Ted. He thinks that Ted is too hopelessly romantic. But for me, I think that when I see Ted, I see a nice guy. =p hehe. :: My friends, they like Barney Stinson.! :: Ross is totally a nerd. :: Rachel way of talking in season 1 is wayyyyy weird.! ::Well, I like Phoebe. And Ted. :: Marshall and Lily, owh I mean Marshmallow and Lilipad, *julingkan mata skrg , their wedding, their 1st wedding ceremony, at the...

I know its not a good think that my sister is sick and warded dkt hospital tu, but knowing that mum, sis, kak ju and the family and tok sekarang ni ada dkt sana, well, SAYA NAK BALIK!!! . . . Okayokay. I'm being selfish. *sigh. Get well soon sis.

New inventory today. So I got new chair and instrument, but I don't like it. The instrument are dirty and rusty. I just hope the lecturer won't blame me. *Pray for me. . . Suddenly I am homesick and I want my mummy. And suddenly I've decided that I have this enormous stress build up inside my mind and heart. And I'm not feeling well. And I feel like crying but no tears at all. help/.

The 1st 2days I'm still okay but last night tiba2 rs nak nngis sbb nak mak.! And tiba2 rs stress. And tiba2 rs nak balik. . . Yup, i'm manja like that. Nota kaki: Ommmaaa....=( iwanttocryowhpleasepleasepleaseletmecry.=(

*Abaikan title.! Its almost 5. My new roomate tgh study ptg2 mcm ni. And what do I do? Duhhh.....*rolled eyes.

I lost my cool today. It irritates me, both, losing my cool and the reason why it happen. Nota kaki: At time like this, I'm actually glad 'that' over .

Officially at college. Mum, along, sis, muq and iman br balik. Sedeyh!! wawawa...=((

I'm not really a deep thinker. At least not in an artistic way. . . Its a rainy night, few days back and I'm having trouble to sleep. While tossing and turning on bed, my mind wanders off and this random question popped into my head. What does the rain symbolize? *Yup. Totally out of nowhere.! Like I said, I'm not really a deep thinker but I got my answer of this out-of-nowhere-question. *I always love rain, and I really love the smell of the rain. It makes me feel calm and relief. I think rain, it symbolizes relief. I mean like how people always keep their feeling insides, bottle up, and suddenly one fine day, they felt like they had enough and 'exploded' through tears, it is the same as the cloud unable to hold any longer and decided to 'cry'. It is always feel so relief after a good cry.? And, it is somewhat bittersweet. =)

I lol'ing at this with mum and sis. *bahagianya kami.. =p hehe. \(>.<)/

Malam ni tak boleh tido. I guess penangan ice blended cappuccino ms dinner td. *tu la. org len minum juice, nak jugak minum air-warna-coklat-yg-ada-buih-putih-sedap-atsnya-y-buat-tak-le-tido-malam tu. *ketuk kepala skrg. . . So end up kemas brg kejap, and ternmpak la satu kotak lama. That-kotak-kecik-yg-elok-terletak-ats-rak-bahagian-bawah. I guess the kotak dah ada kt situ dkt 6thn dah. Dulu, boleh kata hari2 buka and tgk isi dlm. Senyum and sengih sengsorg. Now, that box only contain all the memories. Jarang dh buka. Td end up buka. Belek and read some stuff. Good ol' memories. =) But I think, even the most precious memories pun akn ada some part yg kita wish to forget. Some mistake yg kita hope kita boleh erase guna pemadam. But then life bukan mcm komputer yg ada backspace, or bukan mcm guna pensil kita boleh erase guna pemadam. That part memories will always haunt us. We can't change it but we can accept it and learn to be better. I really cherish that memories, but I...

I have a smurfing day today.! It is 'smurflingly' exciting. ! hehe =p Okai. Mengaku! Td tgk the smurf so belajar guna perkata "smurf' hari ni. =p . . . Td petang, keluar tgk wayang, then after mghrib terus pergi dinner dkt crocodile rock and then having dessert dkt tutti frutti. Yes. We spend a 'smurf' amout of money today.! =p Okay2..mengaku lagi! Syafiq y belanja, while me, Na and Zul fulfilling our appetite without worries. =)) *terima kaseh En. Capik. Kau mmg baik hati. huahuahua . But hey, I did share amount of money with dessert td. *nak jugak bgtahu! It was a 'smurfing' day! *whatever that means. N ota kaki: Yup. I got male best friends. Nota kaki 2: nak letak gmbr but certain someone punya card reader tak buley baca. =p . . Edited post ; pic from fb. credit to zul-si-tukang-edit.

Start to pack. 4days to go and I hate it.

I really envy those who can write beautifully (and interestingly). . . How I wish I am a writer. Dear Mom. It's market day in Cortona. The piazza is an ongoing party,and everyone is invited. Clichés converge at this navel of the world. You almost want to laugh, but you can't help feeling these Italians know more about having fun than we do. I eat a hot grape from the market, and the violet sweetness breaks open in my mouth. It even smells purple. I wish I could stay longer, but the bell reminds me of time. "Ding-dang-dong, " the bell says, instead of "ding-dong. " -I wish you were here. -Love... (c) -(Under The Tuscan Sun )

I am not the kind of person that matches my mood with music and lyrics.

Still downloading protect the boss, and still watching random scene from the vids. . . . And my heart is still breaking. =( Jaejoongieeeyouhavetostopdoingthistome.

This is wayyyy too cute... =)) *Awwww.....~~

Semlm along sibuk nak buat chocolate cake, to give to certain someone. Certain family to be more precise. *rolled eye. Since I've helped kak Ju baked the cake one day before raya, so I thought tak nak la buat cake dah. Biar Kak Ju and along je buat . *dlm kepala waktu tu dah imagine nak senang lenang baca manga online tnpa kekacauan. But it turn out, Kak Ju kena pergi beraya rumah abang ipar dia and since one day before raya hari tu I am the chef's assistant dlm bidang cake and along lak chef's assistant dlm bidang nasi impit, I'm officially kena tolong along buat cake tu. Masa ni muka dah ketat smbil pura2 senyum dah sbb tak nak along feel bad. *i'm typing this ayat smbil realize that along akan bc blog ni jugak nnti. =p But it turn out okay sebenarnya bila dh start baking sbb ye lah, spending time baking dgn along-yg-jarang2-jumpa-sbb-masing2-bz tu lg precious dr bc manga-online-yg-boleh-bc-bila2-je. *Along sila menangis terharu dgn statement ni skrg. =p Pape...