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Circle.

I do miss my lab work after a really long break. I mean yes! I miss the wax and the plaster and the knife and the bur etcetcetc, walaupun during working on the lab, I'll sometimes complaint and all sbb sgt penat and frustrated with the work y buruk and tak menjadi. I guess you never miss the water till the well runs dry.
And today, how excited I am to start doing lab work again. Until, I started working with the wax and my model become sgt buruk. When this happen, all the excitement are gone, and I start to complaint again! Hahaha. =p *sigh.

Funny how life always runs in a circle, and sometimes we end up at the same place where we first started.


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