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Egaku Nara Happy Ending.

He become my boyfriend in the first year of junior high, and its been 6 years we've been together. It starts from the 1st, 2nd and 3rd year of junior high, and now, we are in our 3rd year of senior high. After this, we will further our study at two different university.
So, when Spring comes, we'll break this relationship. It's not because we hate each other, we're breaking up for our own good. At least, that is what I think. I mean, the one who started all of this is me. We choose to be friends so our relationship would last forever.

Makoto: During the graduation ceremony, there is a 2nd year girl came to take pictures with you. Right? Maybe she saw you during the sport's day. You're pretty popular huh?
Yusuke: There's nothing between us.
Makoto: I know. But after this there is more things happening without me knowing. You'll meet more people. I feel like I can't face all that. I tried to run away from all this. I'm sorry.
Yusuke: I too have felt what you felt. I'm sorry that I'm a coward and that I can't promise you anything.
Both*in minds* I was scared. I was scared that you'd leave me. Is everything gonna be different, if we were older and more mature? I don't know. No one has the answer.

*Umefestival-Yugawara*
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Women, they think too much. I don't know about guys since I never be one. *wink
I really like this story. The feelings, it's like a deja vu.
Human's reality of life is not like what's written in the novel. So, although the feelings do feel like a deja vu, but not for the ending.

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