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Rant!

All this si ep si es things are driving me crazy!!!! Bak kata Kang Gary STRESS!! *live in my world, u'll know what I mean*
Today, I've been ignoring all the messages that msk thru my inbox. Didn't open it. Didn't read it. But I think I'm not that tenat cos despite ignoring the messages I still pick up the call which I didn't know whether a good choice or not considering my patience are at my limit and controlling my voice sgt2 lah ssh. Thank God I still manage to control it. Barely.
I mean stop calling me every time you got this small kicik2 punya problem sbb I'm not your problem solver. If there is a problem try to solve it yourself first sblm call me cos I got bunch of other things yg kena solve. Perlu ke call tiap kali ada mslh. Kalo mslh besar takpe la. Tp mslh yg kicik tu tak le try dlu selesaikan. Kalau tak dpt sgt999x tu br la tnya.
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Okey. Okey. I'm sorry. I guess I really stress out here.
I mean I've been getting messages and calls and bad news and now I think I'll start to cry. I try to do my best here, seriously I do. But I'm really2 tired right now. *okey really crying now*. I want to ask for help but I don't know who to turn to.
But.. Okay, I'm being selfish here. I'm thanked to those who help cos there are really999x people who helped me out.
I don't know what I'm saying. Its hard to rant without being selfish. And now I feel guilty. Sorry if I offend anyone. And now I'm apologizing?? What wrong with u Alisa???
Okay stop!
Just bye!

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