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300, Resolutions


I'm not the kind of person who actually made resolutions for new year. I mean sure I'll have this desire to be more this and less that, but overall I still am the same as I am on 1 Jan as I am on 31 Dec.

So, it is also the same on this 2011/2012.

I'll still wake up tomorrow morning*if I do wake up*, bathing and preparing to go to the morning lecture, then I'll listen for half an hour before I start wandering around in my mind or trying to make sure my eyes are still open. I'll still busying myself with lab and practicals, and I definitely will still be worrying about how to finished all the lecture notes. I mean I was in this phase for 1 and half year, and I'll be in this state for months more. It ain't go away or be different. Not until the pro exam.

New year = New me
Who am I kidding?
I will be the same
Loving the same boy who doesn't love me back.
Doing the same mistake over and over again.
And still hoping for a good year.
-makemestfu-

So? Will my 2012 be any different? Nope. I don't think it will. *but I hope I am getting better and better and better.*

And sure, for the 'honour' of new year, here's one, a hope, I hope I can do.

Alisa, please take control of your mind, your desire, your actions and your feelings.
Stop all the nonsense and start be realistic. Okay?

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So 300 post, and a Happy New Year. *firework*
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This is the initial post.
*Yes, i type this first td but plan to publish it later. I'm a-nerd-like-this*
However, since I spend my so called new-year-countdown 'lepaking' with friends dkt bilik dyorg, singing, laughing, weird jokes and moment of silent after a good laugh, here the post.
12.58am. HappyNewYear. :)

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