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I do dumb things.

Bila cerita balik kat Aisyah, it make me bertambah-tambah-tambah realize, I've been embarrassing myself with my stupidity and all the uncool act and now i'm blushing and i feel stupid and waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! *sigh*


Tapi kan, it was uncool and it was stupid, and I do feel like *wwaaaaaa*, but the truth is, part of me sebenarnya lega bila buat mcm tu. I'm not really proud of myself, but deep in my heart, there this little voice saying, "if you don't do it, you'll never know".

Nota kaki: I did it, I don't know all things, but I'm not in the dark as much as I used to. Its a good thing kan? kan? kan?

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