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I'm not good but I like it.

Ada sorang kawan ni cakap, dia malu nak menulis sbb dy rs dy tak pandai. *Menulis as if write a story or something, not menulis-dgn-pen-dan-pensil.*

Well, the truth I don't think I am good at writings. I mean seriously,if I am such a good writer, I won't be an owner of a blog with 4 followers + O comment post. heheh. *owh. malunyaaaa*, Some post, kdg2orgbaca-kdg2orgtakbcpun-kdg2orgfhm-kdg2orgtakfhmpun and there are also time when I reread all my posts, my reaction "oemjay. waddehek. apa ni. aaaa. malunya. dll lg yg sewaktu dgnnya". but then, the damage had be done.
(Yes! one thing blogging had taught me is that, once you post something stupid, even if you delete it, maybe dah ada org yg baca. So, u learned that you have to accept the fact. )

But, despite all above, I actually like writing.
I'm not good but I like doing it. Reread it again and again, reminisce it, actually give me this little-goofy-smile on my face. :)

I like to ramble things using words, and since no magazine, or publisher want to hire me as a writer, so why don't I just I hired myself?

So, who wants autograph? Hehh. :p

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