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*sigh*


She said, “no matter how hard and stressful today, i’ll go through it, as best as i could. ‘Cos i believe, at the end of the day there’ll be one person who going to ask me, how was my day and as i pour my heart out, that one person will tell me that everything is going to be okay.” 
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I know there are so much to do, but I really waiting for u to ask me that one simple question today. I waited, and waited and waited. 


Sedih. Maybe it's not that big of deal but it's always the one question I loves to hear. Cos it's like you are saying, "I care".

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