Little-Bitter-Sweet

Hari ni sibuk dkt dapur, and of course I am just an assistant. Main cook are nenek, mak and makcik. =)) . . Td buat kek. Butter cake and moist chocolate cake y tak berape nak moist. . . Menu for tomorrow: >> Nasi impit (as usual) >> Nasi dagang. Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf zahir batin to all . =)) End. bye. =)

Smlm nonsense'ing dgn mak, jd ketawa pun mcm tak ingt. =p I used to wonder before, mana lah I got my laughter ni sbb kalo ketawa smpai skt perut, mesti suara tak keluar, cuma muka je nmpk mcm gelak smbil pgg perut. No sound at all. Then bila tgk mak ketawa, *ding! yup, I got it from mum. =p Cerita psl laughter, teringt my pic ms kecik2 yg mostly muka menangis. So one day I ask my mum, Me: Ma, nape sya asyik nangis je dlm gmbr2 ni? *smbil tunjuk my baby pic y muka mcm tgh menangis . Mum: La....mana ada menangis tu. Tu sya tgh snyum la. Okay, it turn out that, tiap kali nak amek gmbr and org suruh senyum, I smile like that. A smile which I interpreted as me crying years later. =p Nota kaki: Hari ni psg curtain, and I got 2 bapak sedare y sgt999x pemalas!!! *sakit hati.

It is not what we say or feel that makes us what we are it is what we do... or fail to do - Marianne Dashwood.

and this is not about raya. =)) Nota kaki: today pergi cr engagement ring. and nope, i'm not getting engage. =p Just for laugh ; randomly,

Packing nak balik kampung. Baibai. (>.<)

Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru. - Myu will give daddy her legs. . . Even the title pun dah tahu that this is one teary eyes family movie. For summary, this story is about a guy, a papa, who has a family to support, to love and to care yg hidupnya sgt bahagia suddenly dpt tahu yg he has CIPD, a disease, inflammation of peripheral nervous system yg ms tu tak ada cure and will follow him for the rest of his life. *even in my opinion, I think that disesase involving nervous system is one disease y sgt menakutkan. So, he's been hospitalized and one thing lead to another smpai dy tak boleh berjalan, kena rehab, money prob, side effect of ubat etc, etc, etc, and at one point dy mcm dah nak berputus asa. But then, one day, his daughter buat wish masa tanabata festival, "Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru". At that time, just like that, he knows that he should be strong, at least for his family. The ending, still he's not cure. He walk with supporting equipment and all but he's getting...

Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.

When I was little, I didn't understand why ferris wheels existed. They were just sluggish and went up high. I got bored with it after only one ride. The roller coaster and the loop slider.. . I only paid attention to the thrilling rides. But... I kind of understand now. Ferris wheels are for slowly cutting across the sky with the person you like and maybe saying things like, "Isn't this a little scary?" - Yamada Ayu

I can't get enough of this movie. I mean, I've been watching it number of times and each time I still act as it is the first time I watch it. After finished watching this yesterday, I thought to myself, 'Alisa, why not make yourself proud and start to read the book?' (mind you, that if I'm able to finished the book, I would be really2 be proud sbb, well, for me reading classic bkn mcm reading some sort of modern novels. I mean, during that particular century, literature are much more appreciated that the language despite sgt2 beautiful, was actually hard to comprehend). So smlm, I started reading the novel( fortunately, I have the novel at home. Thanks to mak y sgt2 suka buku). And as much as I want to make myself proud, I start to rs sgt bosan after the first few pages, so last2 I end up reading only the part yg between Elizabeth and Darcy je. =p * yes, so much of making yourself proud la Alisa. =p And it turn out, I really love reading their part cos it give...

I didn't watch this drama. Yet, but I will. And every now and then, I'll googling and open certain web to see the progress of the drama. I even tumblr'ing this drama, since I really999x do love Jaejoong. (>.<) . . . Today, I come across with this screencap, and my heart break . Really break! Seeing jaejoong helpless mcm ni with that teary eyes of yours (or sebenarnya maybe just a tired eyes.) *okay,i'm being a delusional.! But still, jaejoong aaaa!!! Its okay if Noh Eun Sool tanak kau, I'm here foreverrrr!! I mean I always here since the 1st time I saw you on that stage singing, wearing white shirt looking so damn kiuttt and dark and mysterious. *delusional again! *sigh. Okay! enough of the drama. Myheartbreakandmeltatthesametimerightnow. Nota kaki: Your new hairstyle ~~~ (>.<) kyaaaa~~~!!!

Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need. I say love, it is a flower, and you it's only seed. It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance. It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance. It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give. And the soul, afraid of dying, that never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long, And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong, Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snow, Lies a seed, that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes a rose I like this. Soothing. The rose, originally sing by Bette Midler.

I watched April Bride td with mum, and i cry buckets.? . . . Unfortunately...Nope! I didn't. It is a really long time since I actually cry from watching a movie. Even the saddest story y my friend menangis berderai2, I still didn't cry. I mean my definition of crying bila tgk movie, bc manga or novel nowadays is teary eye and that it. And truthfully, I do hope that I cry. Even not buckets, a spoonful pun cukup. But nope. * rolled eyes. I did not.! *Sejak bile start jd mcm ni haa Alisa? You used to cry a lot back then. *sigh Anyway, I watch April Bride and it is a sad story, and it is based on a true story. Since it is sad story, I know, this post should be kind of sad too tp I decided not to, sbb tak tahu pun nak komen apa for the movie. All I can say, it is a good movie, if you love sad and slow movie (which I find okay sbb I do love japanese movie y slow sbb most japanese movie, they carry deep meaning. =) ) . . . . And I love Eita in this movie. I mean, when 1st I saw ...

Found this at my tumblr's dashboard. Kyaaaa~~~~~ Yongseo!!!!!!!

Chuck bass pernah kata, "if two people are meant to be together, eventually their will find their way back.'' I watch Hanamizuki today, and I say, I love this movie. It is a slow movie, but still I love it. Some people, they think that loving is enough. So tak kira mcm mana keadaan pun, it still okay as long as you love each other. But for me, there are certain keadaan yg you can't force even if you really do love each other. I mean, if not, takkan ada this saying kn? If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always your. If they don't, they never were. In this movie, the first few years they met, things are difficult sbb both have their own dreams y actually tak fit with each other. Then life take it course and things change. It is only after 10 years that they are able to 'catch up'. It is still a happy ending though, and it happen at the right moment this time. I mean, they had live their life, fulfill their dream and all the pr...

At Lucy apartment, Lucy : Oh! I don't want any flowers from you, I am not wearing black underwear, and I definitely do not want to move in with you, Joe - [ it's Jack, not Joe Jr ] Lucy : Jack. Jack : Well, I don't have any flowers, I wouldn't mind seeing the black underwear, but under the circumstances, I don't think we should move in together. Lucy : I thought you were Joe Jr. Jack : [ sarcastically ] I get that a lot. Lucy : [ laughs ] Do you wanna come in? Jack : Yeah. Lucy : Yeah? Jack : Yeah. Wow. So that's... Wow; the wedding dress, huh? Lucy : Hmm? Jack : The wedding dress. It works good as a tie too. Lucy : Ow. Yeah. Jack : I just wanted to give you this before all the presents started to pile up. I was droppin' off some furniture in Little Italy. I look in a window, and... Lucy : [ it's a snow globe of Florence ] Florence. Jack : Florence. Lucy : Thank you. It's really beautiful. Jack : And I wanted to say that I think th...

Semlm, without any plan, I end up buat movie marathon sorg2 (yg kdg2 dijoin oleh mak kalo mak tak sibuk buat kerja). Movie 1: Kafoo, Waiting for happiness. It turn out, kafoo is a dialect in okinawa, y boleh means 2 things; good news or happiness and in this story, I guess its about happiness. Movie 2: Miss Potter. Ever heard or read about Peter Rabbit? This story is about the author. I like it! But watching this movie make me teringat dkt movie Becoming Jane, and then this thought creep in, "Adakah a lady author zaman 18-19 century ms tu selalu end up with tragic love story?" I mean, Jane Austen with her unrequited love while Beatrix Potter with a lover yg end up dead? Anyhow, I really love British movie especially those y zaman 18-19century. I love the accent and the words they use to describe things. Mcm last quotes in my last post. There something delicious about writing the first few..... "Delicious?" I like it. =p hehe Movie 3: Mansfield Park. This is ...

If I am a writer, I think I'll really love this quotes, There's something delicious about writing those first few words of a story. You can never quite tell where they will take you. - Miss Potter. On second thought, I love it already, and I not even a writer. =)

What is you kafoo? . Kafoo? . Ka...foo...! . Hm.. I don't know. . Then... tell me when you find it. . It? . Your kafoo.. =) Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

*This is a random thought. Semalam jalan2 dgn mak, I spotted pots of plants and flowers, I mean yg real not yg plastik. And this random thought creep into my mind. . . I think I'll be more happy getting a beautiful pot of plant or flower, *cough-daisies-cough, rather than a bouquet of flower. Yes, I think I really do. But thinking of how bad I am with plants, real life plants with pots yg kena siram and care and all, rs mcm kesian pulak dkt plant tu nnti. =p *I got it once, I mean roses, in a pot but I guess I'm too young to really999x appreciate things like that at that time. I love it, really! I do, but I don't really know how to take care of it. *sigh. But then, it is a good ol' memory. =)) Nota kaki: Suka tgk dlm cerita jepun, bile pergi lawat org dkt hospital dyorg bwk pot plants. Sweet. =)

The hand that rocks the cradle may not rule the world, but it certainly makes it a better place. - Margery Hurst

I'm currently watching skip beat (again!) , and decided to search for the manga dgn harapan, i could find the scene kyoko realize that she's in love with ren (if she did actually in love with ren, which i really really 100% really hope she did because if she ever fall back to sho yg happen to break her heart in the first place, i'll go crazy! really crazy!) However, it turn out that after 9 years the 1st chapter of the manga was published, i'm officially declare that i'm stress out , and this is not because I disappointed of the ending which is tak mungkin berlaku sbb the manga tak abes pun lagi, but worst! . . . Even after 9 years, 9 years!!!! there is still no sign siapa yg will end up with her! None! at all. Aaaaaa...!!! *stress ! Kyoko, kenapa anda sgt2 slow? *sigh. Owhpleasepleaseplease.Letthemenduptogether.Puh-lis!!! *muka desperate.

Pernah nmpk org dlm wayang tgk movie smbil berpayung? I've seen one. Br smlm nmpk. Nota kaki: after searching dkt tumblr, dlm hati, *patutlah selalu ada payung, after all it is my rainy days.

Semalam watching the studio ghibli movie, 'so yesterday'. One of the scene, remind me of zaman kanak2. When the lead role teringat balik the very first time someone ada crush towards her, during grade 5. *I don't know what is the age for a japanese student during the 5th grade. Boy: Hey, erm.. do you like rainy days, cloudy days or sunny days? (*sambil blush) Girl: (*paused for a while sbb sgt malu smbil blushing) cloudy days. Boy: (*beaming) owh, we alike. * then run off either sbb malu or happy sgt sbb it turn out he and the girl both prefer cloudy days. . . Then the girl pun lari2, tiba2 terbang di awangan sambil sengih sorg2, kononnya head over heals falling in love. omg, when i watched this scene i laughing so hard sbb sgt comel and innoccent. And this remind me zmn kanak2 dulu when we girls have this kind of conversation: A: Awak2, sy suka la (*sila isi nama mana2 boys). B: Eh? iye? ye la. Sy pun suka. Sbb dia comel la. C: Sama la. Then all girls akan gigg...

I read this final. And I cry. *blush. I guess the one who take the effort to raise and care for you eventually become the one who know what exactly you want. And that why kippei let yuzuyu go to her mama. *menangis.

Duduk dkt rumah 2bulan, with nothing to worry and think except for i'm broke, and tons of notes yg bakal dihadapi once my 3rd year start nanti, i start to rewatch and reread all the stuff yang dah berpuluh2 kali dah dihabiskan. And imagine betapa tak ada apa yang nak dibuat sampai kan I reread my Enid Blyton's collections yang dibaca time umur 10 tahun dulu? :p Hurm.. okay to tell the truth, nope i don't read my old collections. Instead I read the collections y mak amek dr rumah nenek, which y my late fathers punya. Imagine how old the books? I mean, if my dad is here with me right now, he'll be in his 50++. Difference between my and my sis s' collections was the books are translated to malay, while my dad's are in the original version, english. And kenapa i decided to read the english instead y malay is because, i never the read that version even once. Waktu kicik2 dulu, bile baca all the series, 5 sekawan la, seri melur, tengku ashikin, i mean all the ser...

"kippei and yuzuyu little home." Rewatching aishiteruze baby. Kawaaiii~~~ (｡◕‿‿◕｡) Shortpostsebabnakcepat.Okbai.

Jalan2 dkt pasar td: Org kedai: Mak ke? *ala2 terkejut smbil tunjuk kt mak . Ingat kakak td. Mak dlm hati : Ak nmpak muda * tersengih. Alisa dlm hati: Ak nmpk tua? * sengih tak ikhlas . hehehe. =p Ok la.. Mak nmpak muda. Bangga la.. =p

Sometime I wonder, how i'm manage to become like this? and sampai bila? Snap out of it Alisa. Dah dah la..

So many heartbreaking love story today, and mostly between human and erm, nonhuman? *raised one eyebrow please . Owh! Okay, that's what you got from watching too much anime. ! (｡◕‿‿◕｡)

you give us storage room to put our things on the floor y plg ats, so we all angkut all the barang from 1st floor to 3rd floor, then lastly u give us a new room dkt ground floor aaa??? *Rolled eyes!* and owh, selamat berpuasa.! =))