Little-Bitter-Sweet

Mentally exhausted! Sekian!

Last few days was Deepavali and I got about 5 days holiday. Not planning to go home but suddenly my friends buat suggestion pergi holiday. And guess where we're going? Yup. My home. *rolled eyes*. =p So begin our journey last Tuesday night, and arrived there Wednesday morning. All 10 of us. Not included Nasy at that time sbb dy dah balik awal2. And if minus me, the total guest ms tu is 9 peoples. Since there are 2 choices sama ada nak stay dkt my home or Nasy's, the 9 divided by 2, become 4 people at mine and 5 at Nasy's.* do the maths*. We have a good time. Well I have a good time, the others? * Hm..kena tnya dyorg sndiri la. =p Bawa dyorg shopping, well, half je yg shopping, the other half enjoy the movie, and I'm included in the movie's group. 'Real Steel'! Daebak! hoho. *Okay sgt tak rugi tgk cerita tu Okeyyy!!! Then the next day, Thursday, we all pergi waterpark. Swimming, playing, sliding, from morning to evening. Sgt best tp sgt penat!! =p I mean w...

Wire bending is one step yg sgt meng-annoying-kan. Its not just wire that are bend, my back and my fingers pun dah sama bengkang-bengkok *okey, ini exaggerate* but this is how I describe the pain I felt on my back and my finger, not including the pain I felt in my heart. SGT sakit hati okayyyyyy?? Okay la, tak la sakit hati sgt, frust jeee oooOoooo, especially dah buat bengkok2 technician kt, "ni tak boleh ni, kena buat baru." Rasa mcm nak menitik air mata. *sigh*

Okeeeyyyy, the dimple couple is waaayyyyy to cute and dorky and adorable and chomeeeeyyy.. =p I mean,I become sgt excited seeing them,then tibe2 gelak and malu sorg. *Yeah, I'm tak betul like that. =p* And they give me gooseebummpp with their awkward-sweet-dorky-adorable moment. Kyaaaaa~~~~~~ watchingep3andstillexcited,We'llclater.=)

I don't take any drugs or herbal or drink weird stuff, but I am sgt2 hyperactive mlm ni. I keep going from room to room to kacau orang, and talk and talk and even when I've nothing to say, i still feel the urge to keep talking. For someone yg having not-so-good-day today, waaaa its weird how I become this hyper. Ididn'tdrinkanycoffeeokeyy. Nota kaki: Haven't watch three musketeer yet, tp heard that Matthew MacFayden act as one of them. Waaa, I really love him as Mr Darcy. (>.<)

If I've to put his face in a category, he'll definitely be in the handsome-cute one but despite how many people have being calling him handsome, cute blablabla, he's just not the kind yang I'll go aaaaaaaaaaa...!!comelnyaaaa blablabla *you know things when the giggling girls do bile tgk actor or idol yg kononnya cute, handsome, hot etctectetc*. But, this new song and choreography is funny and silly. =p

Minggu ni sgt sibuk smpai rs mcm cepat je weekend smpai *thanks God. *rolled eyes**. This week xtvt yg causing my days become so-called-hectic ++ Finished lab requirement yg suppose to be a 10 weeks class with 5 weeks class, all the last 3 sessions was this week. *sgt penat okeyyyyy* ++ Running and jumping and skipping *ini exaggerate* here and there between classes, lab, clinic and handling the si ep si es thingie. ++ Meeting with guru besar sekolah * iye.. guru besar sekolah. zaman sekolah2 dlu tak pernah pun p jumpa guru besar privately tauuu..hehe=p* , org ppd, penghulu and other people. . . . Result from this so-called-hectic week ++ Requirement dah habis. hahahahaha. Lepas ni bole senang lenang tak payah fikir psl requirement lab da. =p *muka sgt bahagia skrg ni* ++ The si ep si es thingie and all the meetings sgt smooth so dah boleh breath dah skit skrg ni. *lega* . . . Conclusion Alhamdulillah . *I'm beaming ear to ear.* =)

Hari ni Alhamdulillah. Everything sgt smooth. I mean walaupun sibuk, still apa yg kena siapkn hari ni dah siap. =) . . I'm a bad daughter. *rs guilty* . =(

I found this quotes while blogwalking td, I may not like what you are doing but I respect who you are; because maybe who you are tomorrow will be better than who I am today. This is sweet, And i love this. =)

Some people; they said that cerita melayu, both the movies or the novels adalah sgt cliche, and I admit it that I am one of the 'some-people'. I mean when a certain genre tu berjaya, then ramai akan berlumba2 nak buat cerita with the same genre. Tgk byk mana cerita hantu yg ada dkt tv and panggung skrg? And if talking about novel lak, tgk byk mana novel yg ada kisah aku-benci-kau-kau-benci-aku-kita-kahwin-gaduh2-baik2-gaduhlagi-baiklagi-kita-bahagia-forever? Tapi kalau nak komdem cerita melayu semata, tak adil juga la. I mean even Hollywood movies pun byk gile yg cliche especially the romantic comedy. I mean most story akan ada this misunderstanding moment half hour before the movie tu ended, then tiba2 tersedar and dumdumdum....Happy ending.! And seriously when I read Julia Quinn's I actually can predict most part of the books. Some of this people kdg2 tu akan ckp the books or the movie are too cliche smpai taknak tgk sbb dah tau apa akan jadi. . . While me, I do agreed ...

I'm back!!!!!!! Hahahaha.. Taip gaya gumbira hati riang ria je pdhal dlm hati.. *Aigooooooooooooooooo.* Next week will be one hell of a week *okai, iniover.abaikan.* Wish us luck next week. Ameen. =) Nota kaki: Alhamdulillah. I got it. Insya-ALLAH. =)

Just one question from a mother, "Tak boleh tido ke?", can make a person like me menangis berderai2. *Nasib baik lampu dah tutup and mak tgh mamai tido.* Agaknya sebab tu kalau tgh sedih, some of friends refuse to called their mother. Cos just dgn dengar suara je boleh buat lelehhhhh...=p *sigh.mcm2.geleng2kepala*

Bila keadaan mcm ni, I tend to do other things. Orang ckp bagus la sbb tak lah fikir bkn2 sgt. Sebenarnya bkn la bagus sgt, sbb lebih mcm lari dr kenyataan. *sig....hmm ingat nak mengeluh lg tp dahdah la. Byk sgt mengeluh hari ni. Tak baik.* *kacau*

susahhatisusahhatisusahhatisusahhatisusahhatisusahhati!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaaaa...................*stress*

Susah hatinya....!! *sigh* . . Smlm tak le tido sgt2, so I write this last night but didn't post it sbb mls nak pergi on kan internet. So here it goes, Late night, I can't sleep. Tossing around with lots of thing creep into mind unconsciously. *sigh.ihatethis*. Baru lepas buat operasi cucicucibasuhbasuh. Yes, I know its late but I can't sleep, so what else should I do? Pergi cari kerja la kat dapur tu. *nasib baik tak buat operasi masakdanmakantghmalam* Bila tak boleh tido mcm ni, mcm2 fkr and tiba2 teringat anime yg tgk siang td. And lepas combine yang mcm2 and yang lain2 tu mula fikir yg bkn2. And here come all the nonsense thinking, . . Pernah tak wishing nak stop doing whatever that u've been doing for all this time for just a lil' while.? Wishing yg life ada butang pause yg you can tekan so that you can have some time to catch a breath and doing some other things ? Bila keadaan mcm ni, I do wish that I've that button. Paused sekejap and pergi buat somethi...

Bgn pagi dgn bad news. Arghhhhh!!!! *pening*.

I finished 3rd season Natsume Yuujinchou, and as usual, waaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! All the episodes, waaaaa!! *touch* sobsobsob . No word to describe. I love it. =) and Ep4, the most daebak!!!

Finished watching 1st ep, Leeteuk-KangSora WGM. and i'm spazzing at their adorableness. *tumblr* .Kawaaaaiiii.. Hohoho. Okey.Okey. It's too early to tell. I mean I spazz over Jangwoo-Eunjung but I've stopped watching them already. So, we'll see.. huhu. (>.<)

Betul org kata. Realiti jauh beza dr apa yg dibayangkan. Kalau tak kenal betul2 jgn dok byg mcm2. Okey. Tibe2 rasa nak gelak. *hihihihi*gelaksambiltutupmulutjongketjongketbahu. =p

He become my boyfriend in the first year of junior high, and its been 6 years we've been together. It starts from the 1st, 2nd and 3rd year of junior high, and now, we are in our 3rd year of senior high. After this, we will further our study at two different university. So, when Spring comes, we'll break this relationship. It's not because we hate each other, we're breaking up for our own good. At least, that is what I think. I mean, the one who started all of this is me. We choose to be friends so our relationship would last forever. Makoto: During the graduation ceremony, there is a 2nd year girl came to take pictures with you. Right? Maybe she saw you during the sport's day. You're pretty popular huh? Yusuke: There's nothing between us. Makoto: I know. But after this there is more things happening without me knowing. You'll meet more people. I feel like I can't face all that. I tried to run away from all this. I'm sorry. Yusuke: I too have fel...

I always randomly picked a chapter of a manga and read it. The bad things about this are that sometimes you can't really understand what actually happening. I mean, like today I randomly read the xxxHolic and I can't understand a lot of things. So here's the things; ## Did Yuuko-san die? ## Watanuki change a lot. He is more like Yuuko now than Watanuki. A lot lo t lot like Yuuko-san. ## and he is good with Doumeki now. ## and I think he can't leave the shop. Physically. ## Doumeki is a professor assistant now. ## Watanuki inherit the shop ## and Himawari married. ## Owh, and all the story and character actually somehow relate to Sakura, Sha oran, Clow and basically the Tsubasa Chronicle and Cardcaptor Sakura. How? I've no idea. I guess time to dig in the manga. *sigh. So conclusion, things change. A lot of things are different now. Hmm.. Then, Now,

You know how people have their own wish list. Disneyland!, redecorate my room, travel the world, watch bla-bla-bla concert live etcetcetcetc. Well, it is a lie if I've said I don't have wish list of my own. But, there is no need for me to list it here since it is an ongoing list that never ends. However, there are few wishes that I've wished for a long long time and it never change no matter how old I get or how much I've changed. . . . So is there anyone yg trying to be shuweeeett and get me a complete set of any of my favorite manga, English version? *sigh. Why these things are so expensive?*wondering-sambil-bc-manga-online. -gmbrhiasan- Nota kaki: If someone gift me a any complete or incomplete set of fruit basket, skip beat, ouran high school, xxholic, natsume yuujinchou, etcetcetc yg if I keep listing will be never ending list, I'll be the happiest person. Well at least at that moment. *Hei, no one can be happy forever!

There are lots of things that I unable to attend and do. *sigh.