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the 5 d.a.y.s

Day 1:
I never thought that I am good, but I don't think I am bad either. I am in between. But one thing I know about myself and I hate it is I am really a selfish person. And I like to pretend. Someone made me mad, I'll say I am okay. But my actions say opposite. Its okay if this was a temporary situation, (like that day) but if it a long term, and i keep bottle up things inside, one fine day, I explode and that it. I hate this.

Day 2:
Stress+woman's hormone+emotion+the-thing that-being-keep-inside= crying

Day 3:
Working together is a great thing.
And the akward moment when I totally dont know how to react.

Day 4:
Its good and the kids are out of control.

Day 5:
Schedule mess up but everything turn out okay.

After the 5 days:
Busy!busy!busy!.
A lot in minds and fell stupid. People do reference before planning Alisa not after all the things are done. Yes. You are so s...id! I'm sorry I screw things. Arghhhhhh!!!!!!! *Please be out of my mind. Just get out!!!! and Shut up!!!!*

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