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Swing

I guess this week most people semua dalam mood swing.
Some of us refuse to get up in the morning.
Some doesn't sleep all night long.
Some just suddenly decide to go out to the mall on weekdays night just untuk makan.
Some start cleaning the room smpai bwh katil yg penuh dgn kotak pun dikoreknya.
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And me,
well I start my week without my roomate so, switch off the light at 9pm, kunci pintu, off gtalk and skype, tgk cerita, makan and buat2 pekak bila org ketuk pintu.
Then this few days, pukul 10 lebih dah tido. Pukul 10 lebih baru bangun. I've been skipping class. I don't go out for dinner. *biasanya hari2 kuar mkn dinner*. And I've been termenung dpn laptop doing nothing. I found nothing can humour me, including the sitcom series and variety show that I love so much! And I just staring blankly.

And I hate the internet lately.!

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