Little-Bitter-Sweet

I'm off for 5 days. To a place where you have to find a good place for phone signals. Obviously, maybe no fb and no blogging and less phone calls. *not complaining, just saying.* Pray for the best. Please.Please.Please let it happen smoothly. I pray for the best. Insya-ALLAH. Permudahkan urusan kami Ya-ALLAH. Kami. Semua. Ameen.

I know my recent post had been about wgm. Just accept is cos in the moment, I'm doing wgm-marathon. (>.<) . . . Yong-choding is such a guyyyyy....=p I mean acknowledging the mistake he made, apologize and reflect his mistakes in such a cute wayyyyyyy! Aaaaa.. sgt comel okayyy... ♥♥♥\\\ (=ﾟωﾟ) (ﾟωﾟ=) ///♥♥♥ 1. He misplaced the 1st letter Hyun give to him, he admit it, he apologize and he even make a self-reflect notebooks...~~~~ 2. He lost the scarf (Hyun personally knit) in Japan, he apologize and promise to look for it and spend the whole day try to cheer her up and buy things for her. And teeettt...still feeling guilty! Sooooooooo..... he knit a new one. A couple scarf. And he even went to knitting cafe. Kyaaaa~~~~ How can't I not love this guy? ♥♥♥ (=ﾟωﾟ)// Okay. Okay! I know. Maybe all this is scripted or maybe he act this way cos it is a reality tv show. I mean who knows what really happen behind the camera, between the PD and stuff. But still, it is a tv show. ...

One of the sweetest event in wgm *personally my opinion* that causing me go awwwwwwww is......... Sgt sweet okayyyyyyy. Like Hwangbo said, "its not new arrival shoes, its not ring but....." * if u are wgm-mania then you know this*. Its the rest of paper crane folded by him. Just like his promises. Okey fine! Subtitle to those yg tak tgk wgm. HJ: People said 1000 paper crane, your love will come true. With this 5 paper crane and the one I give to you last time... HB: *angguk2* HJ: I'll fold another 994. HB: *laughing* HJ: *laughing* and I'll be good for another 994 days. HB: *still laughing* then you'll stop be good on the 995th day? HJ: then I'll start folding turtle.! =p So, she got 995 folded crane for her birthday...~~~

I'm not crying because I being dump or someone die or the ending of a movie is so sad or I eat to much pepper. I'm crying because of si ep si es. *sigh* I'm so penat!

This is pictures entry. Not a wordless since I you are reading words. =p I decided to post pictures cos nak lepas gian since my last few post, I unable to upload any picture, what with the internet mcm kura2. *AiyooOOooo* So here some nice pics I loved: (credit to google la and random webs.) Its ame-theme. (>.<) . . It rainy season now. I see water, I see umbrella, I see people running in the rain. Its cold, and it smell nice. There are time when I'll grumble and complaint and there are times when I just enjoy it. I think its not rain cats and dogs anymore. Its rain optimus prime and megatron now. What's with the flood and all. =p Okay, I rambling now. Better stop. Toodles~~ Nota kaki: Sometimes I really do think that I'm trying to look cool through my post, but when I read it again, I feel stupid. But naaahhh.. its okay. I'm okay with this. (>.<)

Yes I know. A cheesy title. =p . . Okay I post this just so that one day if me or one of my friends reminiscence this memory, then 'taptaptap', I just klik at this keyboard to search back this post. I mean seriously, my memory card i.e my brain, sgt2 la limited capacity. I can't even remember the things my friends keep telling me. If you are looking for someone whom you can talk to but wish that the very next day that person forget most part of your story, then call me.! *Gosh, how actually did I study?* Enough of the rambling, and here's the story. . . Rainy days, and you saw someone waiting for the rain to stop so he can run to his car. Then suddenly this one girl come and offer him her umbrella. He looked shocked but she insist. He took it, thanks her, smile and....gone. See??? Romantic tak? Romantic tak? Ngeeee...=p hehehe Okey, this is the-not-so-romantic-part. =p The guy are married, and not far from them, there is a group of girls looking at them, watching from a...

No gtalk. No skype. No fb. No hp. No light. No roomies. Just me and movie. =Hibernate. *with do-not-disturb sign gantung dkt leher.* Sekian. Tata.

All this si ep si es things are driving me crazy!!!! Bak kata Kang Gary STRESS!! *live in my world, u'll know what I mean* Today, I've been ignoring all the messages that msk thru my inbox. Didn't open it. Didn't read it. But I think I'm not that tenat cos despite ignoring the messages I still pick up the call which I didn't know whether a good choice or not considering my patience are at my limit and controlling my voice sgt2 lah ssh. Thank God I still manage to control it. Barely. I mean stop calling me every time you got this small kicik2 punya problem sbb I'm not your problem solver. If there is a problem try to solve it yourself first sblm call me cos I got bunch of other things yg kena solve. Perlu ke call tiap kali ada mslh. Kalo mslh besar takpe la. Tp mslh yg kicik tu tak le try dlu selesaikan. Kalau tak dpt sgt999x tu br la tnya. . . Okey. Okey. I'm sorry. I guess I really stress out here. I mean I've been getting messages and calls and bad...

I watched the movie tonight, and I've to say I like it. =) except part of the ending, at the funeral. Watched this sambil wrapped mug with plastic wrapper. Sgt buruk!. *sigh* I love the scenery in the movie, the apartment, and I love how the writer shows us about the friendship and the family. I mean the scene between Marley and her dad almost tear me up. *awwww...* =p And the male lead, the doctor is kind of weird. Kan?? He's kinda cute la, I mean nmpak kicik je compare to others but at the same time he give this kind of aura which I think "pelik". So don't think I like him. Heeee... *wink* ~~ Okay. Enough here. Tata~~~~~

I know hate is a strong word, but seriously, sekarang ni rs nak benci sgt dkt org.

read a novel! Lately....Okay, its not lately. I mean its been few years now, I started to feel bored with certain novel yg cliche. So what do I do when I get hold of a novel is baca last chapter. 2-3 last. But then of course la tak puas kan kalo bc ending je 'cos there'll be tons of question about the storyline and characters. So here's the sequence on how I read a novel. I used online novel yg br bc td as an example (total 70 chapter) 1. Bc 1st chapter cos nak tahu gaya bahasa dy menarik tak. Then 2. Bc the last chapter. Eh dah kahwin? Eh masalah dah selesai? Kena nangis2? Then mula la byk soalan creep into my mind so, 3. Klik c65 sbb nak tahu masalh dy. Okeyyyy...dah tahu dah apa jdi. Tp bila dyorg kahwin? 4. Klik c56, eh dah kahwin? 5. Klik c51, dah kahwin daahhh 6. Klik c45, OoooooO..mcm tuu. Tapi mcm mana dyorg jumpa? 7. Klik c41, dah jumpa? 8. Klik c34, owh, dy pengasuh anak lelaki tu. Tapi mcm mana dy leh kerja kat situ? 9. Klik c30, dah start kerja. 10.Klik c26, Ooo...

I stumbled upon this today; Pencil: I'm sorry Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time. Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you throughout your life. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :) . . . They said parents are like an eraser while the children are the pencil. When we make mistakes, they try to clean up the mistakes and along the way, as they get older, they get hurt, and become smaller. It might be true but still, the metaphor is incomparable. Sure, parents do clean up some mistakes that we did but sometimes as we get older, they choose to let...

Read random short stories in blog and today, coincidence'ly all the stories are sweet and sgt comeeel. Aigoo.. no matter how much I grow up and things change, sometimes I'll still be the girl that laughing and smiling, giggling and dreaming with that unrealistic sweet thingie. =p

Today started with Along masuk bilik, kacau org tgh tidur ckp mak suruh kemaskan pelamin sbb ada bunga baru sampai tapi sebenarnya dia tak nak pun kejut sebab dia tanak tambah apa2 kat pelamin tu dah. Kira kejut sbb terpaksa la, and me yg tgh syok tidur terpaksa juga bgn. Hei! Derhaka kat kakak takpe. Derhaka kat mak, eeeeiiiiii mana bollleeh.! And since I can derhaka to sis but not to mum, of course la ikut ckp mak suruh tmbh bunga kann?? =p Then, with the first work, other work just come along mcm air sungaii je. Tapi sebenarnya tak la sibuk sgt sbb halfway, kena pergi teman org tu pergi make up kat kedai. Haha, amek peluang lari. =p So here's today main stuff. The so-called pelamin. *gmbr senget, sila slhkan jurugambar, Cik Along.* Santekk tak? Okay.! Fine. Like I said its not woWw, but its okay, especially considering last two days yg ada dkt pelamin tu just the background with the flowers ats siling tu and a stage with kain putih and 2 bijik kusyen besar. *ni rs menyesal sbb t...

First day of holiday, so woke up pg td mesti la sgt tidak awal. And bila mak masuk bilik, mak ckp "Sya, gubah hantaran ek hari ni." So that's how I started my day today. Today's list: ++ Gubah hantaran start from sampin to cincin to other stuffs. ++ Cut and slicing all the vegetables dkt dapur utk kenduri. *Vegie je sbb bila tym kena buat bnda lain, lari p cari kerja lain. =p* *Okay, i'm not good at dapur like that* ++ Then, isi cupcake dalam kotak, but doing this half way sbb suruh budak2 kicik kat rumah ni smabung buat. *yes! I use my kuasa veto as adult pd budak2 kicik ini. I mean dyorg pun sgt suke kalau dpt menyibuk okayy. =p* ++ Bake chocolate cake and another cupcakes. ++ Renovate and tambah things sana sini pd stage of the pelamin kicik yg mum, tok and Kakju buat so that it look less dull. I want to do the background too tp sbb tak cukup masa and bahan so stage only!. *Yes, Today, I did suprised myself, grandma and mum with the gubahan and the pelamin cos...

Rasa macam nak menangis.! *Help!*