Little-Bitter-Sweet

:: Hari ni naik motor dgn zira. *muka bahagia* Hahaha. Call me jakun but the last time I ride one was last year. So..... excited la. :p *aahhh!! pedulik! muka dyg dgn kak fina pun sama muka bahagia la!!!* :p :: You know, when you haven't play any ball for the past one and half year then suddenly tiba2 kena main kan, the very next day, you end up panjat tangga katil smbil buat bunyi "adeh..adeh...!" heheh :: and if you cmpur the 2nd statement dgn berdiri lama2 dlm plaster room smbil wrestling dgn all the plaster and stone and the flask-y-berat-tu rs mcm baring tanak bgn2 dah! * and I haven't completely finished 'wrestle' yet. Help!* . . hmmm.... . . Okeyyyyyyy!!!!! I was super duper exaggerate. The point is, badan sgt sakettt!! Mak tolong!! waaaa.. hehhh. *sigh* and we need a lot of luck this weekend. \(>.<)/ Sekian!

Rain is the world secretly crying for you, when no one else will. - iwrotethisforyou -

kura-kura dalam perahu, pura-pura tak tahu. :p and this is why org perli "lisa tu hari2 update blog!" aaahhhh!! sadap you! heheh. :p

"They I asked why am I smiling. I said, I'm happy." :)

Everything has it beauty, some just fail to see it .

if you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best.

Bila tgk pit a pat shake and wgm hari ni tiba2 rasa jatuh cinta dkt Sungmin and Donghae. Teeeetttttttttt. :p hehehehhh

Td lari2 dkt klia dgn Nasy. Org keliling tgk. *Tibe2 rs mcm drama korea la pulak. heheh. :p* Nota kaki: I'm here. *sigh*

Boleh tak kalo tanak tido mlm ni? At least ada lg 36j kan?? tsktsk.. *gelengkepala* Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.1

A constant reader of this blog might come to realize that whenever I come home, I'll have this habit to watched and read all my fav stuff over and over again. I mean I watched prince of tennis all 178 ep not include the ova and all dah berpuluh2 kali, I read Syud's several times sampai boleh hafal the dialogue, I watched P&P hundredth time and fall for Darcy over and over again. So this time? I decided to watch honey and clover. Well, again! And again, I'm falling in love. I really do love this anime eh? Sad and lonely, and have this sense of bitter-sweet. I watch the Hagu+Morita and I do wonder, whether they do love each other or they just attracted to each other 'cos they are kind of similar. 'Cos we, people, we tend to like someone yg kita rs similar dgn diri kita sendiri kan? But is it really a good thing? I mean same pieces of puzzles never fit each other. And for another love story, the Nomiya-Yamada-Mayama-Rika-Harada; well, they kind of in a straight li...

Hari ni watched Notting Hill. Okay mula2 tgk Letters to Juliet then sambung with NH. Yup I go with British-American-love-story-today. hehhh *and owh! tajuk di ats tak ada kena mengena pun. It just a title of a novel I found at the bookstore.* I watched notting hill once or twice *I can't remember* but I don't really like it sbb Julia Roberts dlm cerita tu sgt2 la penting kan diri sendiri. Well, that is what I used to think. Watching it today, well she's still the selfish actress who break a guys heart but still bila tgk2 balik, kesian la juga kt dy. Hugh Grant is a good actor *sbb tu mak suka dy. hehe :p* and the last part at the press conference, WILLIAM:Thanks. I just wondered if Mr. Thacker realized he'd been a daft prick and got down on his knees and begged you to reconsider, whether you would... reconsider. ANNA : Yes, I'm pretty sure I would. WILLIAM: That's very good news. The readers of 'Horse and Hound' will be absolutely delighted. D...

Bila cerita balik kat Aisyah, it make me bertambah-tambah-tambah realize, I've been embarrassing myself with my stupidity and all the uncool act and now i'm blushing and i feel stupid and waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! *sigh* Tapi kan, it was uncool and it was stupid, and I do feel like *wwaaaaaa*, but the truth is, part of me sebenarnya lega bila buat mcm tu. I'm not really proud of myself, but deep in my heart, there this little voice saying, "if you don't do it, you'll never know". Nota kaki: I did it, I don't know all things, but I'm not in the dark as much as I used to. Its a good thing kan? kan? kan?

but hoping also a key to dissapointment. kan? Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.1

I hate myself for hoping. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.1

People change, things change. Sometimes, it happen when we least expected. Sometimes, it happen without us realize any of it. Life goes on, stop dwelling on the past.

Hari ni nak balik rumah. Since tiket bas mlm, plan to do today is actually nak spend whole day dkt lab biar penat. So mlm ni dlm bas tidur je tak bangun2. :p But ottoke ? Tech tak sehat. Nak pergi buat kerja sndiri2 kt lab pun, takut slh buat, saje je all the kerja yg dah berapa bulan buat. End up balik bilik, kemas brg and kemas meja and kemas nota, and tgk cite. Tadi dr col. Aaaaaa. Engt lepas habis siepsies ari tu tak yah la fikir dah. Tapi since new leader tak lantik lg, end up kena jd messenger utk smua org. Kalau semua respon cpt takpe juga. Haihhhh...*sigh* Nota kaki: Hahahahaahahahahaha. Balik rumah!!!!

This movie, MammaMia, its weird. Full of great actors and actresses, I mean really, Pierce Brosnan? Colin Firth? Meryl Streep? but it was not-okay. Weird with horrible voices. *aaahhhh! sakit telinga sepanjang tgk cite ni.:p* But its okay. Sekalisekala. . . [Edited]: Td tak habis lg. After watch the ending. Homaiiii... Penat! Yg plg tak tahan tu "lets spontaneously be gay"? Aigoooo... *geleng kepala*

Watch this today and i'm *touch*. :')) I don't know why she has to die, but her death does prove the beauty of his love. I mean really beautiful, and sweet. :) ~~ when he cries, *pengsan* ~~ He's cute, when in his thirties. In the twenties? Pathetic.! Remind me of Hanamizuki, but in a happy-ending version.

"After you Petal." "Thank you Sunshine" Would you like a hand with the bag Pumpkin?" LeapYear. Owh.. I had a good laugh. *wink* And sgt chomel.

Ada sorang kawan ni cakap, dia malu nak menulis sbb dy rs dy tak pandai. *Menulis as if write a story or something, not menulis-dgn-pen-dan-pensil.* Well, the truth I don't think I am good at writings. I mean seriously,if I am such a good writer, I won't be an owner of a blog with 4 followers + O comment post. heheh. *owh. malunyaaaa*, Some post, kdg2orgbaca-kdg2orgtakbcpun-kdg2orgfhm-kdg2orgtakfhmpun and there are also time when I reread all my posts, my reaction " oemjay. waddehek. apa ni. aaaa. malunya. dll lg yg sewaktu dgnnya". but then, the damage had be done. (Yes! one thing blogging had taught me is that, once you post something stupid, even if you delete it, maybe dah ada org yg baca. So, u learned that you have to accept the fact. ) But, despite all above, I actually like writing. I'm not good but I like doing it. R eread it again and again, reminisce it, actually give me this little-goofy-smile on my face. :) I like to ramble things using words, and...

Watching wgm season 1 was really fun. I love all the original couple except the pair-yg-divorced-plg-awl , but I love their replacement. In fact I think the new one as part of the original couple. . . Along the progress of the program, with the 1st and 2nd couple departed, new couple added and old couple try to maintain things and adapt to the changes that occur as the transit from newly-wed to 'oldly-wed', I started to feel a bit sad. It always fun to watch but at the same time you have this tiny-weeny-little-feeling that saying ''things change'' or ''this one will end soon''. And sometimes, when you are a freakyly-obsess-fan-who-google-this-kind-of-things, finding out reasons and other things, you can't help feel sgt sedih. It is true, things can never be the same. And it is also true that sometime things need to end for something new to made their way, or in other word juga, before thing become bad. Like Alex said, "since this can...

Hari tu masa selongkar hard disc Wani, I copied a folder containing all her songs. And listen to it, I realize she has all this songs from zaman kanak2 to zaman tak-kanak2. After weeks and still haven't finished listen to all the songs, I came across Simple Plan-Shut Up. At first I was like, "mcm pernah sgr" *muka berkerut* . Then looking at the player. "Owhhhhhhh. Okayyyy." I used to love this song and now I actually forget the existence of it. * meh~~rong*. Since I forget all about this, I googled the lyric. So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't want to hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Nota kaki: Looking back, I think I had this CD masa zaman sekolahmenengahdoludolu. *pirate punyeeee* hehh Or no? I'm not? Hmm.. I think if I actually do, it is somewhere, buried in my room, at home.

Got this for NewYear from mpdn. I ate mine. I ate WenYee's. I ate Aisyah's. and Alifah offer hers. I said, "nanti kalo ak rs nak mkn lg ak dtg amek" and oh God, I didn't even like it. It taste like sugar+mild artifcial flavor. So basically it taste mcm-mkn-gula. and I even ate 3's? or mybe 4?

I really need this reminder. Baik kita hari ni, tak semestinya baik kita hari esok. I may not like what you are doing but I respect who you are; because maybe who you are tomorrow will be better than who I am today.

Okey. Its not working. What?? Take control of your mind, desire, actions and feelings? *Ptttff...* Its just a few hours and suddenly this happen when I decided to stop? *Hampeh!*