Little-Bitter-Sweet

Yeah. I am.

It starts today. 26 May 2011 Nota kaki: And this is not about exam.

I think i like guys y muke kembung. See.... (*excited na tunjuk.) Lee seung gi nnges..wawaa (*hati pecah.)- Ok, i like woonggg... not lee seung gi. Woong?? ni jugak, Jangwoo sgt chomey.. tak pecaya? tgk wgm =p and this? (*smirk..) heheeee... . . . . Nota kaki: I'm bengong now. yeayh, i know.

My friend(*if u read this then u know, i'm talking about u! hehe=p) wants to get married after reading blogs. I want to get married after watch 'we got married'. See? at least the blogs is reality, while me? (*sigh) Lisa, wake up!!! =.= Ok, this is nonsense. and i don't want to get married. Yet. =p Actually i'm just sharing pictures of my fav couple.: Goguma Couple. I love99x them. KanginYoonji Couple. SangcchuCouple. Ini sgt best! Adam Couple y comeeeeeyyy...kyaaa~~~ Eunjung-Jangwoo~ I think i'm in love with jangwoo. Omoooo...~~~heee Ok, i'm done nonsense'ing. daa. >.< Nota kaki: I think i like guys y muke kembung..(*smbung the next post.=p)

When this allergies yg causing my face to become itchy sgt99x, i hate, ++ having hair. This hair make me feel sooOOOoo serabut. (Tym ni rs mcm na botakkn kepala!) ++ the fact that it make me bacome so cranky. (*muke annoyed je.) ++ feeling like i'm coming down with fever. ++ that i can't stop sneezing. ++ THIS allergies. (*garu2 muke ) ++ when it came when i've to study bagai na pecah kepala. (serabut+cranky+gatal+rs-nak-demam+study= so please, miss-allergy and mr-gatal2, go away..=( Nota kaki: ye, i know. tak baik merungut saket2 ni. Tp xkire, serabut ni.. and gatal tak tahan..wawawaaaaa....

Listen to: Cinta dan benci- Geisha Currently: 'exploring' CLL I was listening to radio while studying and i was like,"OH MY GOD, seriously??!" (*muke annoyed abes) I try to find lite, hitz of fly but no, i can't find the frequency. So i end up listening to all the random channel. Sgt malang la, all the songs today semua lagu jiwang tak le blah tahun 90-an dlu kot. Okay, its not that i hate that kind of song but kalau every channel radio tu na psg lagu mcm tu annoyed la jugak kn?? Tp, xpela. its just songs kn. What make me tak tahan and stop dgr radio tu is all the ucapan y org jiwang-cheesy-geli-telinga-dgr. I just can't understand people y sgt suke publicly showing affections dgn overnyeerrr. "sayang, walau apa pn terjadi, abang tetap mencintaimu." "walaupun aku berkorban untukmu, tetapi apakan daya, tiada jodoh kita. Lima tahun bersama, kau tak pernah menghargai pengorbananku" "saya sedih ni. Boyfriend saya ikut trip universiti pergi...

listen to: arus percintaan- siti nurhaliza (okeeyyy, ini dgr radio.) currently: 'exploring' CML I watched 2 movies this evening, (ha??? exam?? *xdgr.xdgr. hehhh..) When Harry Met Sally. i know, another 'old' movie. What can i do? i loves romantic comedy from the past. It's 1989's movie, and i love it. Tumblr: Women and Men can never be a friend. At some point one will fall for another. Harry: Women and Men can never be friend since --- will always get in the way. Haha.(sila cari --- sndiri ye.) Bewitched I watch this movie for the first time, and guess what, i don't like it. Mcm agak nonsense. But then, kalo ta tgk tatau best ke tak kn. Nota kaki: Seriously...?? Another siti nurhaliza's song????? (*radio)

The lines, Jonah: I'm starting to forget her. Sam: She could peel an apple in one long, curly strip.The whole apple. . . . Sam: I love you, Jonah. Jonah: I love you, Dad. ( aww..i love this part, the daddy-son-moment-y-sgt sweet ) Nota kaki: another fav moment is bile they saw each other, across the street and all they do is looking at each other, saying "hello" . Awww~ sgt suke and yee... i'm bengong.=p

listen to + currently : sleepless in seattle When i was i child, i'm the one yang always teman my mum tgk movie. (mostly romantic comedy) , Not my sis, not dad but me. (as far as i remember la. tatau la kot2 sebenarnya ni my imagination jee. =p) And this movies, becomes my favourite (and of course, my mum's.) . And i don't know why, but i got this sudden flashback about all this movies and i end up googling it. So here i am, i front of my lappie, despite my coming exam (*ruin the mood here) watching sleepless in seattle. =p All time fav, Sleepless in Seattle One fine day While you were sleeping You've got mail Nota kaki: romantic-mode. ngehngeh. =p

listen to: once upon a december- anastasia ost currently: blogging Okay..okay... i'm an oveerrllyy over if i said i learn 'it' in a hard way. It was quite hard but not 'that' hard. For this past 2days, i keep sighing, complaining to myself (and telling some my friends, *blush ) that,my subgroup was assigned to a so-called sub-kampung (we divide the whole kampung to 5 subgroup so that different group can doing survey at different2 area ) sgt jauh. I mean our 'sub-kampung' terletak hujung skali, y end up with jalan mati, and we have to cycle about 10 minutes to find the first house and each house are far away from each other. But!! Today, (due to some circumstances) my group join another group and we do our survey at the other-group-'sub-kampung' and as we cycling to the starting point of their part of kampung, i was like "L(bukan nama sebenar), bile na smpai?" (*sambil termengah2 kayuh basikal tu) . It was like really2 far away from rumah k...

Seriously, if you work in a team, don't do things ikut kepala sndiri. Plans are made for a reason (or reasons). You change things without telling others and now WE have to re-plan again to compensate your changes. Selfish! That what i called you, you and you. ( Especially you. In the past, you keep saying you hate ---- for making things difficult to the team, You, yang after the work da selesai pun still ungkit about the 'thing'. But now, you make the same 'thing'. Yes, you!) Nota kaki : I'm annoyed- so here's the post.(emo kn, yayh.. women.!*rolled eyes) But again, this post pun act as a remainder so that i don't do the same things( yeah, i do make mistake!). So, if i do it someday, someone please, tell me.

currently: watching FO i copy paste this from my friend fb, (so credit to her.) mak cik: anok mak cik ado kt lunde tuh Fang gi: (mengangguk tanda faham) Afif tanya Fang gi: Lunde kat mane fang gi? Fang gi: London.. ( hahahaha nak nangis mak cik tu gelak), lunde tu lundang la!! I read this and go, "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" Nota kaki: Dogs and Itik 'sudu' sgt menakutkan. =p

today, cycling bagai nak rak. Berpeluh sane sini. Tired? but okay, think positively, kot2 la boleh turun berat kn..( perempuan.? yeayh, i know..(rolled eyes)) but guess how my body suddenly decided to compensate this loss? here, yeayh, mcdonalds. Nota kaki: Ye ALISA, kurus la sgt..(saying this dgn nada sarcastic) Nota kaki 2. : i sound annoyed in this post, but trust me, since i love food so much, i'm happy. perot kenyang, suke hati. =P

Today was tiring. We go to a village for some research. Go from house to house, filling questonaire. Our kampung has 282 houses, and thank God we don't have to cover all the houses. Huh. Here's our journey, we start with a van, then turun naik bas, then turun lg tgh jalan naik van. Masuk kawasan kg, gerak jauhhhhhhhhh lg br smpai kawasan kg tu. The kampung consist of 3 parts, seligi timur, seligi barat and seligi tok harun. For my subgroup (3 people), we covered the tok harun part. And guess what, thats included some part of kampung org siam. ngehngeh. so today, i learn to talk with org siam. haha okayyy, notink special, cos they do speak malay and if they don't, they speak hokkien which, my groupmate faham. so no prob la. We're sweating, and again thank God we have bicycle cos our kg is so large, kalo jalan kaki rasa nyee kalo dari satu rumah nak ke satu rumah tu je mcm .........(fill in the blank snirik) I wish, i've some photo to share, but again i don't do ...

Listen to: Decode- Paramore Currently: Baru habes copy paste soalan from web to words. Its morning and i'm still awake. I guess its after-drink-coffee-+-sleeping-after-asar-sampai-maghrib-effect. Since i can't sleep and tomorrow morning till evening i've things to do, i'll be doomed. *sigh i used to hate coffee, but now *sigh again Nota kaki: Randomly,

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had anappointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch an decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning. He said no, he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied she no longer knew wh...

listen to: ugly-sugarbabes currently: satisfied Today,the little things make me happy, ++ my empty laundry basket. ++ the fresh smell of my washed-and-dried cloth. ++my room after tidying up. ++my clothes after ironing. ++my table. ++the fresh air. ++the sunlight through the window so, basically i did some spring cleaning(minus the spring part. =P) and i'm happy. see? its not that hard to pleased a women. hehe. (ini ayat ciplak.) Nota kaki: give me a good food and i'll be more pleased.- heee

I woke up today with a mind y hari ni na pergi kedai basikal, check tayar yg tetiba kempis. Panas, letih and jauh kayuh basikal tu, and guess what??? my basikal ta bocor pn.. Da tu kalo ta bocor kenapa angen tetibe hilang je??? wawawa i need to go to kampung lusa and i need to make sure my basikal is okay. Kalo pape jd mcm mana??? wawawawwaaaaaa, nape angin basikal tu keluar?? my bicycle ta la secun ini. nota kaki: confuse and desperate.

listen to: don't stop believing- glee currently: randoming i was exploring tumblr and i found this, Single supposed to be available. kn? kn? kn? But sometimes, you are single but your heart is just..hurm.. not available. Not because any typical reasons people afraid of relationships~been hurted, cheated, yadayadayada, and not because you are afraid. Maybe, sometimes the reason is just that you heart say so. It doesn't matter what your status are, what matters is your heart. Nota kaki: My heart says that i am ------.

i watched running man from petang then sambung malam. ngehngeh this ep: daesung and yonghwa run soOOooo fast, i was like yaaaaa~~~ watching them, too bad they lose in the hide-seek-mission game =.= and this ep: ye jin is sooOoo good with games and i really love how she handle jongkokie and jaesuk in the hide and seek. and this also make me go kyaaaaaa~~~ nota kaki: i like jongkook in FO, i don't like him in RM. He soOOoo kasar dlm RM, kesian jaesuk. from-supporter group jaesuk.ngehngehngeh. =p

listen to: no air-jordin spark-chris brown currently: hyper Right now, i'm overly hyper. And i don't know why?

listen to: pretty boy - m2m ( i don't have any pretty boy, jonghyun will u be mine. ngeeee~ =p) currently: hating myself for bein sOOoooo malas. i need help. i need someone to take my 'kemalasan' ini away from me. so please, help me!!!!!! ALISA, please, study. please. please. please. okkkkkkeeeyyyyy, i'm begging for myself to study. i'm chronic. help..! click the red button if u want to help. nota kaki: why????

I replace 'you' already. and i love 'your' replacement. HaHa. (>.<) Yeayh. i'm kejam like this. =P Nota kaki: feel free to fill the 'you' part with whatever words that suitable. =p Ans a quest: Nape DOMO ini sgt feymes?

See, told ya, jgn over. Kan da tetibe rsa mcm sedeyh. HaHa. Ok, don't worry. I know my limit. So, just for tonight. Only for tonight. Nota kaki:Bye 'awak;. Goodnite. HaHaHa

listen to: lifehouse- easier to be currently: chatting i never watch despicable me, and tetiba rs suke agnes. OhMaiGod... comey kn? ALISA please! Wake up.! Nota kaki: ECAH!! Help. ngehngeh. ok, ak over. ini tidak patut dilayan, both me and my sudden liking.

listen to: none currently: checking my old phone we're having steambot today We? Yeayh! We. Me and my coursemate. OooKkkeyyyy... Coursemate seems quite distance here. Me and my FRIENDS who happen to be my coursemate. =) Here's the thing, our group are quite small, 15 malay girls in our batch so we happen to be close with each other. So, today we having a gathering. Makan2 celebrate our one and only senior fifth year yang sgt2 baek, rapat and been taking care of us since our 1st year. ( not that senior laen tak care pd kitorg,its just happen this senior lg999x rapat). We're trying to give her memories of us being together, despite things that happen in this 2years, or things yang will happen later. We make plans, but HE knows better. We ask for what we want, but HE gives us what we need. May ALLAH bless us always. Every each of us. Ameen. Nota kaki: No photograph of today makan2. Told ya, i love pretty pictures but i don't do photography. (>.<)

listen to: one in a million-bosson (pic credits to tumblr.)

listen to: beth-glee cast currently: waiting for mum to call. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Ecah ckp, i da tenat. Yeayh! I am. I want new hp. HaHaHa Nota kaki: na handphone br. ngehngeh

I officially HATE statistics.

listen to: stand by me- oasis currently: not in right mind. today, i went to ecah and yayang's room. lepak2, borak, study (since tomorrow ada test)~ borak y lebeyh yeee.. so, we talk, random stuff, from about my mum, sis, yogyakarta, samsung galaxy ace, ecah's mum and sis, to yayang's brother yadayadayada.... and then we come to this, me and my friends, mostly we called our mum, everyday. Yeayh. mum. Not dad. Then i asked them, "nape tak col ayah? Kalo col ayah dyorg bese ckp pe?" and mcm2 ans i got. Ex: "Ayah ta layan pn, dy mcm mls na ckp, pastu bile col mak dy bebel2 bising. Jeles la tu org tak col dy. bile col tak nak layan.=P" But then ada juga, some of my friends yg mnja dgn ayah dyorg. Y col dad more than mum. Y mslh pape p cite kt ayah. All this make me wonder, what it's like to talk to my dad through phone after i dah terlepas jauh ke sini. I mean, my dad sgt2 pendiam, so mcm mana la conversation kitorg. Am i going to call him as much i ca...

You listen to me, every single day. Today, i waited for your call because i want to ask about things. But so much that happen to you today , and you can't stop talking. I don't even have a chance to tell you my story, but I guess, maybe today is my day to listen and for you to talk. =) nota kaki:i love you. always.

listen to: kindly unspoken- kate voegele. currently: listening to kindly unspoken.=P seeing is believing, but then sometime there's always something to ponder on . i read online cerpen from blog. nice blog (but i not sure whether it is okay to link to her blog without permission.) and i found this quotes. we always tend to believe things that we see. but sometimes what we see is not what the thing is all about and it is just the same about judging someone. We judge someone thru one actions, but sometimes we don't even know the reason behind the action. We judge, we talk, and we accuse. That what we do. I don't like to judge as much as i hate people judging me without even knowing me. If people do this to me, i was like "hye, u ta knl i, then sng2 na mengata. U tak tahu cerita sbena, so back off.! "(tp slalunya this thing i said dlm hati je la. mklum la, baek hati sgt na ckp lepas2.=P. but then beware cos i snyap2, tp if u melampau then, trust me i'm NOT nice....

listen to: falling-unknown currently: admiring i love pretty pictures and thats the reason i have tumblr. all pictures credit to tumblr users. nota kaki: i don't know how to take pretty picture. Basically, i don't do photography.

I'm having a bad night. Can't study, can't focus, craving for food and wanted to do nothing. Basically this mean stay-away-i-want-to-be-alone-because-i'm-having-mood-swing. So,i watched he's just not that into you. Again.! I always love this movie. One of my all time fav movie. My fav couple. and i love Neil (noted here, not ben affleck but neil.) and this couple. ben and janine couple, its happen in real life. it does. and for connor and mary, i guess sometimes, if someone doesn't love you back, the best thing to do is to let go. things happen when it meant to be, and when we less expected. nota kaki: i'm craving for cakes and ice cream, but i end up eating megy. Sad? yeayh. i know.